174 The Capricious Cat

Witch Black Cat:
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/the-wonderful-island-where-tales-began.html

    As the progressing of Ayase pushing Mei-Xian out of her "Oumae state" and back to be Taoist Li Mei-Xian ( https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/10/172a-ayase-mei-xian-self-battling-i.html ), Black Cat is also trying to reintegrate her chaotic self. She has three selves: the mighty and elegant witch Black Cat, the delicate Christian girl Huang Ru-Jun, and her most unwanted self, the earthly normal girl Huang Ru-Jun. However, she knows that the latest one is the realest one, and that fact disturbs her a lot ( https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/05/164-vipassana-witch-black-cat.html ).

    Yeah, the normal Huang Ru-Jun is chubby, short and mediocre, but she is the reality of Black Cat, and she finally comes. Her bloated legs with vulgar shoes, her sturdy arms, her wide face, her incompetent brain and timid heart, her beliefs without speculation, and her surname Huang, Black Cat is afraid of everything of the real one of herself, but she can only accept her reality.

    Black Cat is inspecting and feeling everything of her true self, everything. She understands that she has to get herself back, and that doesn't mean she must give up others of herself. Since Mei-Xain does exist in this magical world as her mother, Black Cat and the delicate Huang Ru-Jun also can exist. All of her selves make up.

    Black Cat gets herself liberated. She can decide to present any part of her to be the part belongs to any one of her selves. Even she is in the mixture state ( https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2017/10/135-mixture-witch-black-cat.html ), she is still free.

173 Practicing Baseball

About Alisa & Siren (and their "big sister" Black Cat), please read:
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/the-wonderful-island-where-tales-began.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/witch-black-cats-little-partners-alisa.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/010-black-cat-came-to-our-world-this.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2015/10/115-black-cats-partial-faint-about.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2016/04/120-ordinary-summer-day-about-alisa.html

    Alisa: " Hey! Look! I hit that ball!"
    Siren: " Do it better! Don't forget to turn your hips!"
    Alisa: " You aren't my coach! And I don't have any hips, okay? So do you! >_<"
    Siren: " Geez, I advise you for your sake! You will never be a slugger!"

    Black Cat: " They never let me have a wonderful nap, never... Zzz..."

928 The Laceration

    Lu-Yi got a great laceration on her existence. Herself was separated into liberal half and conservative half, and each one of them wants to get rid of another one. She got the trouble on her internal operation.

    ---Well, that's because that she has two men to love ;)

228 Taoist Craft

    Female Taoist Hu Su-Hue is trying to enhance her ability of Taoist craft. She practices many Taositic magics at the same time. She lets her hands move her head with a folding fan and "folds" other part of her body into a drum. Then Su-Hue " takes out" her legs from that drum and concentrates herself on creating an imaginary world from her tiptoe.

    Her head can't be considered as detached in such a condition since the folding fan is still there, although her body is in another position and transformed. That's the mystery of Taoism.

172c  Ayase & Mei-Xian: Self-Battling (III)

Previous episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/10/172b-ayase-mei-xian-self-battling-ii.html
First episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/10/172a-ayase-mei-xian-self-battling-i.html

    Even though, Ayase doesn't forget her duty. She has to convert Ou Mei-Xian back to Li Mei-Xian to restore her best friend's mother.

    This is not an easy task. To accomplish it, Ayase has to face herself first. This time, both her Aragaki and Oumae are against her because she is going to restore Mei-Xian's Taoistic property. Ayase has to suffer the effect of heresy.

    Ayase gets burned from her internal. That religious core of her ego blames her. It is most excruciating, but Ayase has determined. She won't be stopped.

    Today, Ayase asks Mei-Xian to come to her. When Mei-Xian arrives, she sees Ayase holding her detached head and lifting it up. Ayase looks like not in a good condition, although her head still smiles emotionlessly.

    In fact, Ayase has decoupled her head and self for avoiding heresy effects. She lets her head take command of the Oumae family as a emotionless device, and lets herself bear the heresy effect. Her head still can link to her main body to get support, but that doesn't mean she is an whole person in such state.

    The heavily wounded set of Ayase's parts starts to refit Mei-Xian. It asks Mei-Xian to disintegrate herself. Mei-Xian's neck becomes "dissolved", and the power of the Oumae family gets embodied into hands for accessing the virtual connections between Mei-Xian's mind and heart.

    Mei-Xian's body parts still will be owned by the Oumae family, but the family queen Ayase can "lend" them to Li Mei-Xian. Time to get Black Cat's mother back!

EPILOGUE

    After Ayase totally restoring Li Mei-Xian back, she also let Mei-Xian fix her pieced self. They embraced each other while both of them got completed. Later, they went to find Black Cat whom was still in trouble together...

172b  Ayase & Mei-Xian: Self-Battling (II)

Previous episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/10/172a-ayase-mei-xian-self-battling-i.html

    Furthermore, Ayase finds that not only she doesn't own herself, she also means nothing really important to herself. She's a robot made by the Oumae factory, and her ego has been set to follow spiritual instructions. Even she is a special one, a robot will never be important. Herself is only responsible for to its abstract owner, the assumed Amakusa Shiro which doesn't really exist, not her.

    As the "queen", Ayase has liberated as many Oumae family members as she can. The Oumae family still owns a lot of incomplete body parts, and some of them has been adapted for making useful instruments or devices. They are deemed as objects, not individuals. However, Ayase senses that herself also doesn't value herself as an individual. If necessary, she is also an object, or objects. Ayase often disintegrates herself and goes into stocks of those refitted body parts to challenge herself:

    "What do I mean to you, my dear me?"

    Sadly, herself never gives any response to her heartbreaking questions. Her heart belongs to the entire family and has to carry the hope and desires of the Oumae family, it has no personal space for her own emotions and affections.

    Ayase has the crown, but it belongs to herself, not her.

---TO BE CONTINUED---

172a  Ayase & Mei-Xian: Self-Battling (I)

This series explains what had been happened detailedly in 168 "Ayase & Mei-Xian: I See You":
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/08/168-ayase-mei-xian-i-see-you-this-story.html

    "Thank you for return myself to me, Ayase, and don't feel any bad about controlling my parts at once. I don't mind to be owned at all."

    In a room of the Oumae main house, Mei-Xian's body is sitting in a corner. Her head got detached and has been placed on a magical floating plate, and it is looking at her headless body. The easy and natural style clothes, the elegant high heels, the Taoistic property of her body and the Christian faith of her cursed torso, Mei-Xian's head knows that the body doesn't belong to Ou Mei-Xian-- this time the body is prepared for making Li Mei-Xian. The head feels slightly excited and happy since it will come back to be Li Mei-Xian together with the body. When Li Mei-Xian was Li Mei-Xian, being the legendary Taoist didn't mean anything to her; but her head and body are separated and belong to the Oumae now. It's somehow meaningful for the head to be a part of that great and mighty one.

    Both of Mei-Xian's parts have been converted by Ayase from Ou Mei-Xian's body parts to Li Mei-Xian's body parts. They have not been designated to each other so that Li Mei-Xian doesn't exist in such a moment. Ayase will come to integrate them into Li Mei-Xian later after recovering herself. After all, she has suffered too much on the process of converting Mei-Xian back.

    Yeah, the aftereffect of heresy.
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    Let's come back to talk about Ayase.

    Being the "de facto queen" doesn't mean she can do anything she wants. In fact, Ayase even can't cope with her internal conflict. For example, when she makes herself stay in her Aragaki Ayase status, she will be hostile to everything about the Oumae. However, everything of her also belongs to the Oumae such that she can't turn against the Oumae with anything of herself. If she wants to destroy the Oumae with her blessed legs, her internal Oumae will be activated and teach her who is the boss. Bloody bellflowers, the symbol of the Oumae family will bloom over her weaponized parts and take over them. Her main body will not work normally as a part of Aragaki Ayase. It will show its nature as a wooden puppet owned by the Oumae.

    Nothing of her is hers, nothing. The queen of the Oumae can't get rid of the Oumae. Her composition has been "programmed". She can pretend that she's Aragaki Ayase, but she can't be anything truly more than Oumae Ayase.

---TO BE CONTINUED---

822 Mahou Shoujo: Acupuncture Points

About mahou shoujo (magical girl), please read
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/905-mahou-shoujo-magical-girls-mahou.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/06/906-witch-monsters-and-defeated-mahou.html

    "You already know that I am a mahou shoujo. Now I will show you the special function of my converted body. See!"
    "Wow, what's that?"
    "I press one of my acupuncture points, and it's the button set for actuating my mahou shoujo mode. My magical wand comes out from my body."
    "Amazing!!!"
    "Heehee, I also have other acupuncture points. Which one will you like to try to see more functions of my body?"
    "Emmm... Well, I really have one... But I don't know whatever you will get angry or not if I press it :3"

722 Guess It

About flying-head monsters(FHM), please read
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/903-flying-head-monsters-there-are-some.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/904-flying-head-monsters-b-not-all-of.html

    Flying-head monster Yi-Nan's friend likes to play the guessing game with her. This time, she asks Yi-Nan to leave her body first. Then she places some of her pets on the top of a cupboard one by one for letting it touch Yi-Nan's neck cross section. She will ask Yi-Nan which one the pet is from the feeling.

    Yi-Nan's head gets confused, and her body feels very comfortable and tickling. As a flying-head monster, that pet's sweetness also can be transmitted to her body subconsciously through her neck cross section. Her heart gets almost melted.

    "Ah..." Yi-Nan's friend holds Yi-Nan's cute soft cheeks and kisses her. She knows Yi-Nan can't resist in such a condition.

622 Oh My Bed

About pseudo fairies, please read:
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/06/207-this-is-not-me-kirinrin-has-unique.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/06/602-another-form-of-pseudo-fairies.html

    Nanoka has a special skill: she can make her own body to be her bed. When she feels sleepy, she will transform her head into the fairy form and "pull up" her headless neck. The top of her body will be "smeared" for making it to be a platform as her bed. Her neck section will be transformed to be her sleeping bag.

    Oyasuminasai (good night)~ (= =)Zzz

522 Magical Android: Artificial Spy

About magical androids, please read:
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2015/04/601-magical-android-creating-myself-kuo.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2015/08/502-uncompleted-magical-android-about.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2015/08/503-magical-android-pop-out-about.html

    Yu-Lin is an artificial spy. Her man-made can be separated into two ones. Her upper half is the "multi-functional intruder". Useful magical devices will come out from its cross section and can be transformed. Her lower half is the "commander". It can provide magical power that the upper half needs and enchant the upper half for transforming it.

    Time for another mission!

422 Vampire: Be Mine

About vampire, please read:
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2015/11/402-vampire-sonia-be-fake-of-fake-about.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2015/11/401-living-dead-zombies-vampires-there.html

    Purple and Blue are two vampires. They live together. As vampires, when one of them gets injured, infected or cursed, she can take apart her own body and disintegrate herself for being recovered. Another one will help her when she can't act. That one normally will get back her body in a perfect condition without any after effect. Both of them trusts each other and dares to totally commit herself to another in the process.

    However, Purple has an additional secret about Blue, and Blue doesn't know. Once when she assisted Blue to get healed, she sucked all of Blue's blood out of her body. Purple digested Blue's blood in her belly and reproduced it in her womb, the she put that "modified" blood back to Blue's body. The ownership of Blue's blood had been transferred to Purple, but Blue knows nothing about it.

    Every time when Purple shuts down Blue, she will awake Blue's blood and manipulate Blue's parts through it. She makes every part of Blue to love her except Blue herself. Purple doesn't want to control or modify Blue directly since Blue means a lot to her. She even can't tolerate the idea of making Blue to be her puppet; that's the worst blasphemy. Purple just wants to enjoy the time of being loved by Blue's parts when Blue doesn't exist.

    When all Blue's parts get recovered and reassembled back to be Blue, Purple will come back to be in "normal status". She is a close friend and partner to Blue, that's all. However, she still can feel Blue from Blue's internal. She is satisfied.

322 A Shy Mirror

About heterogeneous magical beings, please read
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2015/11/301-heterogeneous-magical-beings-in.html

    Miss Mirror is a shy monster. She does have her own face, but she chooses to hide it in her internal. Instead of that, she places her true property, her mirror above her neck. If you look at her "face", you can just see the reflection of your own face.

    Today Miss Mirror got helped by a young boy. She tries to express her gratitude, but she's still too shy to show her face. Finally, she has an idea.

    You are swelcome, Miss Mirror :)

171 Holy Miko Sakura: Training And Maintenance

This story follows "169 Holy Miko Sakura: Modernized"
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/08/169-holy-miko-sakura-modernized-about.html
And "170 Holy Miko Sakura: Being The Ultimate"
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/09/170-holy-miko-sakura-being-ultimate.html

    Sakura's parts will become powerful celestial beings in the battle, and she has to train her own parts which aren't empowered during normal days.

    Sakura is directing her left leg to concentrate its supernatural power to it toes for tipping on a vertical surface, and her right leg is waiting aside. She also creates a spiritual imaginary body for her own head since she doesn't really own other parts of her body. She still likes to pretend that she is a normal girl.

    Sakura also has to do maintenance on her hard-fighting parts.

    With Kami Sakura's help, Sakura extends her spiritual power into a surreal space, and her parts get strengthened and healed there. It's the paradise for her parts and herself.

170 Holy Miko Sakura: Being The Ultimate

This story follows "169 Holy Miko Sakura: Modernized"
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/08/169-holy-miko-sakura-modernized-about.html
About Sakura the holy miko and her pupil Kanda Hachisu (Huang Ya-Lian), please read:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2014/05/creating-her-own-god-to-worship-latest.html
Adult Ya-Lian & Hachisu:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2016/03/119a-lotus-vs.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2016/03/119b-lotus-vs.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2016/03/119c-lotus-vs.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2016/04/119d-lotus-vs.html

    Miko Sakura had converted her own torso to be the physical embodiment("shintai" in Japanese) of the god("kami" in Japanese) she worships, the man-made god Kami Sakura. Kami Sakura doesn't do anything on its own, but it provides tremendous power for supporting Miko Sakura to fight with her partners transformed from her limbs. Kami Sakura also can burn any spiritual evil existence which tries to access it.

    Miko Sakura respects Kami Sakura very much, and normally she doesn't dare to have the idea of re-attaching her head and previous limbs to her previous torso to form the whole Kanda Sakura because it's insulting. However, sometimes she will have the need of providing her whole self for meeting the very important one. In such a case, Kami Sakura will let Miko Sakura to integrate her original self.

    Miko Sakura understands it's her obligation that she shall keep herself perfect when she is the whole Kanda Sakura with her divine torso. Before that, she will check conditions of her parts and change sandals on her feet with modest shoes, then she will clean up thoughts in her brain and let her divine torso accept her.

    Well done! Now here comes Kanda Sakura, the perfect one. She starts to talk with the very important one.

    "Hello, Sakura. Nice to meet you again. By the way, what are those beings behind you?"
    "Oh, they are parts of my pupil, or pupils, Ya-Lian and Hachisu."
    "Well..."

Bonus:
    Ya-Lian and Hachisu are training themselves hard. They can do 百鬼夜行 ("Hyakki Yakou", night parade of 100 monsters) just with one girl's parts.

    One day this girl can become as mighty as her mentor on fighting the evil!

169 Holy Miko Sakura: Modernized

About Sakura the holy miko, please read:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2014/05/creating-her-own-god-to-worship-latest.html

    Holy miko Sakura came from the ancient age, and she has to "modernize" herself now. She replaces Shinto ritual stockings with tight jeans for protecting her fighting legs, and puts modern leathers sandals on her feet instead of previous Shinto cloven sandals. Blessed sleeves on her arms have been reduced to minimum size, and she permed her own hair.

    See, Sakura and her happy partners have prepared themselves for next battle.

    Sakura's torso became the God she worships and normally doesn't act together with Sakura. Sometimes Sakura may get permission to assemble her God with her other parts.

    Sakura will be deeply moved in such situation. She will serve her God with great respect; she doesn't regard that as her headless body. It's still her God, after all.

168 Ayase & Mei-Xian: I See You

This story follows 166a~e "Ayase & Ichimu: Aragaki Or Oumae":

https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166a-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-01.html

https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166a-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-02.html

https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166a-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-03.html

https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166a-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-04.html

https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166a-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-05.html

https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166a-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-06.html

    Under the shelter of the Order, Ayase converted Oumae family members to her side one by one. Their egos, view points, values were generated from resonances between body parts of disintegrated Ayase and themselves. They "absorbed" virtual things from Ayase's parts and such that they got influenced by Ayase. They were so-called "awoken Oumaes". Awoken Oumaes would be detained by the Order for isolating them from the Oumae main house.

    On the other hand, Mei-Xian's parts were still pretty active in both supporting and infecting the Oumae family ( https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/03/160-great-infection-this-story-follows.html ). Some of infected members escaped from the Oumae family ( https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/05/227-oumae-family-self-fighting-this-is.html ), and despite others stayed in the family, their spiritual structures also got loosened. The collapse of the Oumae family was just the problem of time.

    Finally, the Order launched a deadly attack on the weakened Oumae family. Soon the family didn't have any active member- some of them got injured and were put into maintenance, and others were awoken ones. The family got emptied.

    The Order let Ayase get herself in the Aragaki Ayase state and go to the Oumae main house alone. Despite she hated the evilness of the Oumae family, she still couldn't destory it because she was actually an Oumae. On the other hand, she had to faced her own Oumae one on one without any interference from other Oumae family members there. Ayase walked into the most important room and accessed the spiritual leftover of Amakusa Shiro. She detached her blessed legs and head and tried to weaponized them ( https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2018/05/142-ayase-disarmed-this-story-fellows.html ), but she failed. All of her detached parts got quenched because of her internal reaction. Ayase sensed that her Oumae was pressing her to submit herself to the symbol of the entire Oumae family.

    Aragaki Ayase had been disintegrated by her internal Oumae. She saw her central body opened itself to the Amakusa Shiro's spiritual leftover on its own, then her parts reassembled themselves together to get Ayase back. She realized that actually she is Oumae Ayase after all and has to obey the spiritual image of Amakusa Shiro resident in her internal.

    However, that was not a big deal.

    Amakusa Shiro doesn't really exist in this age. His spiritual leftover isn't the being with self-consciousness. Ayase had to obey it from her internal, but she could explain that how to obey it to herself. Amakusa Shiro was a Catholic Christian (he believed that he was), and Aragaki Ayase is also a Catholic Christian; Amakusa Shiro would want to keep the Oumae family, and the Order still controlled most alive members of the Oumae family (although they were awoken ones). So, it was a better solution for Oumae Ayase to keep herself in the Aragaki Ayase state to make up with the Order.

    Aragaki Ayase came back and stood in the core of the Oumae main house again. The Order released all of awoken Oumaes. They directly accessed Ayase's spiritual internal and followed her interpretations of how to obey Amakusa Shiro's will. Ayase in fact became their queen, the queen of the Oumae family.

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    As the new boss, Ayase has to rearrange the almost-ruined Oumae family. Not all remnant family members are awoken Oumaes, she has to convert them. Ayase surveys the stock of disintegrated body parts which are in maintenance, and she finds "that one".

    Yes, it's the whole set of Mei-Xian's body parts, who is her best friend and rival Black Cat's legendary mother. Mei-Xian was once such a wonderful and perfect lady to Ayase, and that out-of-reach lady now becomes disintegrated body parts dominated by Ayase. That's way too shocking and existing!

    Ayase picks up one of Mei-Xian's parts. It seems that the Oumae family had tried to modify Mei-Xian. They wanted to alter Mei-Xian's Tsaoistic nature. Ego, belief, values and thoughts, the Oumae family infiltrated everything of Mei-Xian.

    Ayase assembles that set of parts back into Mei-Xian, Ou Mei-Xian. It's the chance for Ayase to own Mei-Xian like owning a robot. However, when Mei-Xian stands in front of Ayase and smiles to her, Ayase suddenly cries her eyes out. She hugs Mei-Xian, and Mei-Xian pats her head tenderly.

    Finally, Ayase decides to turn Ou Mei-Xian back to the most elegant Taoist lady Li Mei-Xian despite this Li Mei-Xian is still built on the set of body parts owned by the Oumae family. Ayase apologizes to Mei-Xian for that ans says she will try her best to totally recover the independence of Mei-Xian from the Oumae family.

    "Thank you, Ayase, but don't mind about it," Mei-Xian replies, "I don't feel any bad about being owned by Oumae family, that makes no difference to me. In fact, I will enjoy to share the supernatural relation with you."

    Mei-Xian makes a prettiest smile.

167 Integration

Witch Black Cat:
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/the-wonderful-island-where-tales-began.html
This story follows up "164 Vipassana":
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/05/164-vipassana-witch-black-cat.html

    Black Cat attempts to reunite with herself. She has to combine her witch part with her common Catholic girl part.

    Both of them resists each other, but Black Cat, or Huang Ru-Jun, needs both of them to be a whole. Sometimes something may escape from her internal, and she must find the way to get it back to her.

    Really not easy, herself is full of paradox. However, she definitely will make it.

166f Ayase & Ichimu: Aragaki Or Oumae (06)

Previous episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166e-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-05.html
First episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166a-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-01.html


    Ayase came back the real world as Aragaki Ayase who was operated on Oumae Ayase. She explained that to the Order. She had solved her own problem, time for her to recapture her dearest mother, Ichimu.

    Ayase didn't plan to escape. Since she could face her Oumae self directly, surely she could face her Oumae mother. She asked the Order to reconstruct her mother's dismantled body and revive her mother's identity as Oumae Ichimu. The Ichimu's head opened its eyes and stared at Ayase emotionlessly. She could activate her own body instantly and begin to manipulate the property of Ayase's body.

    Ayase told members of the Order not to worry about her. She said that she believed she can rouse her mother's maternity about her. She started to communicate with Ichimu's identity.

    Ichimu's identity didn't say anything, then it exposed Ichimu's monster-like Oumae property to Ayase as if it was questioning Ayase about her perception of Ichimu's Oumae.

    "I will embrace all of you, definitely, dear mother," Ayase walked to Ichimu's head and picked up it, "both of us are Oumae, so why do I reject you? Will you entrust yourself to me?"

    "Won't you want Ichimu to be the Aragaki Ichimu, your mother in the Aragaki family?" Ichimu's identity asked without words.

    "You're Oumae Ichimu absolutely," Ayase smiled, "but Aragaki Ichimu can be realized on you, my dearest mother."

    "You really understand the Oumae family and Ichimu well, Ayase,"  Ichimu's identity replied, " that was you who replaced the open-toe shoes on my feet with a new pair of elegant shoes, right? You do know the point, you even understand the subtle difference of characteristic settings between Aragaki Ichimu and Oumae Ichimu. You have won, Ayase. My body got set from its feet as if it is Aragaki Ichimu's body."

"I know your original peep-toe heels belong to Hwang Young Bi, the one whom the Oumae family wanted you to act as. The difference between Aragaki Ichimu and Oumae Ichimu is that despite both of them wear pumps, but Aragaki Ichimu wants the more modest ones. Those inner side-removed shoes belong to Oumae Ichimu. My mother Aragaki Ichimu is very modest. Welcome back, my dear mother."

    Ayase put Ichimu's head back onto her body, and Aragaki Ichimu got formed in front of Ayase. She began to cry because those terriblt things happened to her and her daughter. She also apologized to Ayase for her truth as being Oumae Ichimu. Ayase hugged her mother and comforted her. They are Oumae, but they can make themselves to be Aragaki.
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    The Order continued on fighting the Oumae family. Ayase and Ichimu didn't give up their own Oumae (they also couldn't), they made use of their Oumae. For example, Ayase may disintegrate her identity and reduce herself into Oumae body parts, and her parts may be put into another Oumae family member's hands for her/him to sense Ayase.

    That Oumae family member's parts may be resonated automatically by Ayase's parts. Her/his ego may be arisen from the resonance. Ayase will put her beliefs and values into other Oumae family members through such a process.

    The Oumae family won't be destroyed; it may be taken over by Ayase with Ichimu's help in the future.

    If the Oumae family is an ant nest, then Ayase will be its queen.

-FIN-

166e Ayase & Ichimu: Aragaki Or Oumae (05)

Previous episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166d-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-04.html
First episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166a-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-01.html

    However, Ayase didn't just belong to the Oumae. You can say Aragaki Ayase is the fake one, but she still ever existed. Aragaki Ayase is a phenomenon which gets embodied in the special operating on Oumae Ayase's parts; when the  phenomenon exists, the person Aragaki Ayase is real. For example, Aragaki Ayase does hate something, does love something. That hatred and love belong to a real girl.

    Furthermore, Ayase knew that no matter Aragaki or Oumae Ayase she is, both Ayase are Catholic. The difference is that the belief power of Aragaki Ayase rooted in love and the Oumae one's rooted in hatred. However, the hatred just belonged to their original ancestor, Amakusa Shiro ( https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2016/12/018b-oumae-ichimu-ayases-ideal.html ). All body parts owned by the Oumae are components and devices driven by the spiritual power of Amakusa Shiro's hatred, but Amakusa Shiro doesn't really exist nowadays. Despite to suspect the meaning of Amakusa Shiro is a taboo for all Oumae, but the Order had set the barrier field to protect Ayase (and Ichimu), she could go further on exploring and manipulating her own self. She rewrote the cognition about Amakusa Shiro's status and will for changing the behavior of her Oumae. That is, she made her Oumae to permit she to think and do anything about herself.

    Then, Ayase redefined her body as the part of love (her blessed legs) and the part of hatred (her central body which stories Oumae's hatred in her heart). They were so different, but they also belonged to the same one; they could form the Oumae Ayase, they also could form the Aragaki Ayase.

    Ayase looked her separated parts, and she tried to pull them together. She must have an integrated body, even it just could be the Oumae body. Finally, she got it.

    " Hello, Oumae Ayase's body, nice to meet you..." Ayase directly faced her Oumae body at first time. She accepted her Oumae body, and her Oumae body accepted her. No taboo for them to communicate with each other, no secret between both of them.

    Ayase came back to her body, she got herself completed. Congratulations!

-to be continued-

166d Ayase & Ichimu: Aragaki Or Oumae (04)

Previous episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166c-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-03.html
First episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166a-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-01.html

    Yes, Ayase had to face the reality, face her unwanted self. She told the Order everything she knew about herself and the Oumae family. Her Oumae sensed that she seemed like as if she prepared to betray the Oumae and acted against her will, but she forced her Oumae to obey her with her full power. Then Ayase submitted her plan to the Order.

    Later, the Order dismantled Ichimu's body for executing Ayase's plan. They let the Divine Guitarist handle the plan. Ayase also let the Order separate her head from her body, then she loosed her control over herself to let herself be turned into Oumae. At the same time, the Order deactivated both of Ayase's parts.

    Two sets of body parts of the Oumae family were under the Order's control. The Order made them can access each other restrictedly and monitored the process.

    In the Oumae family, Ayase's body parts were subject to Ichimu's body parts since the former was produced from the latter. So, the Order could manipulate Ayase's separated body parts through Ichimu's. Ayase got disintegrated as first, and she would be rebuilt from the communications between Ayase's and Ichimu's parts.

    In Ayase's inner virtual world, her will almost reassembled her spirit pieces into herself. That one was Oumae Ayase, but this spiritual existence was directed by Aragaki Ayase's will. "She" stood in from of her origin: the one who came from Oumae Ichimu's belly.

    It was the most suffering moment. Ayase's spiritual existence got broken for hundreds times before she could face it. However, she had to accept her true self after all.

-to be continued-

166c Ayase & Ichimu: Aragaki Or Oumae (03)

Previous episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166b-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-02.html
First episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166a-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-01.html

    Back to several days ago. The Order got the information about an outpost of the Oumae family, and soon they organized an assault team. They attacked the site and cleared up it, then they found Oumae Ichimu's disassembled body there. Her parts was undergoing reset for acting another person, Hwang Young Bi (黃英妃), a Korean lady. She would be set as the mate of an important leader of an Influential Korean church. Her head was receiving settings of new identity when the assault team got her.

    Ayase's body parts reacted with Ichimu's while she was tried her best to keep herself as Aragaki. She also felt sad since she knew how powerful her mother was, and she got controlled by others so easily. The Order let the Divine Guitarist be in charge of Ichimu's body. She studied Ichimu's body for realizing the internal operating of it. Later, she got the way for manipulating Ichimu's body parts. The Divine Guitarist modified Ichimu's Catholic faith of her heart to let it blame itself. She "taught" Ichimu's heart the "correct" Catholic belief instead of the Oumae's version such that it would listen to her. Ichimu's head got lost between the two identities of Oumae Ichimu and Hwang Young Bi, like a pale face built on an broken robot.

    Way too depressing for Ayase to see that. However, she couldn't do anything but sustaining her fake existence barely. The Order already knew Ayase's situation, but they didn't discover the truth to her before they could seize Ichimu for preventing Ichimu to take back her daughter. They couldn't take the risk of losing such an elite exorcist. The whole team went back to their base with captured Oumae body parts and Ayase. They also helped Ayase to suppress her Oumae constituents.

    Ayase woke up in the next morning. Members of the Order just disintegrated Ichimu's body for analyzing it. Ayase walked to them and asked them to hand her mother's head and heart to her. She brought those parts to a bench and sat down.

    Ayase looked at her mother's deactivated head and heart sadly. She even couldn't judge that she was Aragaki Ayase or Oumae Ayase at that time since "her Oumae" was still trying to resonate with Ichimu's deactivated parts. Ayase stretch out her hands to touch Ichimu's face, and she felt just like that her hands told her they wanted to leave her and go to the Ichimu's side.

    " I... I have to face my mother, face myself, and... face my Ou... Oumae..." Ayase murmured.

-to be continued-

166b Ayase & Ichimu: Aragaki Or Oumae (02)

Previous episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166a-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-01.html

    Ayase, or I should say Aragaki Ayase, is an exorcist. She belongs to a secret Catholic Order. There are many other tough and mighty exorcists in the Order.

    One day, a fellow from the Order came to Ayase. She told Ayase that another powerful exorcist, the Divine Guitarist had captured a special enemy, and it was necessary for Ayase to meet that enemy. She would lead Ayase to the enemy.

    When they almost arrived the site, the fellow asked Ayase to embody her blessed legs into the Holy Crosier and the Sacred Sword. Ayase got curious about that and asked why. "Oumae" The fellow just answered her with a word.

    Oumae? Isn't it her mother's original surname whom Ayase is proud of? Ayase also had a negative impression about that name. She always considered her mother as an Aragaki rather than an Oumae. In fact, she would prefer to forget that name.

    Ayase had an ominous felling. She detached her legs and turned them into the Holy Crosier and the Sacred Sword. The door got opened, time to see the enemy.

    "Ah... Oh... Oh my..." Ayase was trembling. Her blessed legs were trying their best to emit power for protecting her from being affected by her internal heterogeneous power, and her existence was almost torn apart.

    Yes, the enemy was her dearest mother, Ichimu, Oumae Ichimu.

    The Divine Guitarist was standing beside Ichimu. Ichimu's head was separated from her body, and her headless body was roaring. The Order had set a divine barrier field for preventing Ichimu's body parts to access the Oumae family.

    Seeing the fainting fact, Ayase got reminded that she is also an Oumae immediately. Her left hand was pressing a central point of her own body like pressing an ultimate button unconsciously for stopping her to be converted by herself. Yes, she actually is Oumae Ayase, but she still wanted herself to stay in the status of being Aragaki Ayase.

    What a cruel reality!

-to be continued-

166a Ayase & Ichimu: Aragaki Or Oumae (01)

This story fellows "129 Ayase: From Aragaki To Oumae", "142 Ayase: Disarmed", "157 Ayase: First Head-Off", and "162 Ayase: Be An Oumae":
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2017/04/129-ayase-from-aragaki-to-oumae-about.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2018/05/142-ayase-disarmed-this-story-fellows.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/02/157-ayase-first-head-off-this-story.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/04/162-ayase-be-oumae-this-story-fellows.html

About Ayase's mother and the Oumae family, please read:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2016/12/018a-oumae-ichimu-ayases-ideal.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2016/12/018b-oumae-ichimu-ayases-ideal.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2016/12/018c-oumae-ichimu-ayases-ideal.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2016/12/018d-oumae-ichimu-ayases-ideal.html

And the "adult version" of Ayase comes from this series "Afternoon Talk":
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2015/07/
More instructions about Aragaki/Oumae Ayase:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2018/06/145-ayase-how-to-use-this-story-fellows.html

    After the Oumae family having Mei-Xian, they became more mighty, but the unity of the family also got undermined. Body parts which belong to the Oumae family can't keep the coherence between them perfectly. They are "infected" (https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/03/160-great-infection-this-story-follows.html).

    This situation also affects Ayase. Recently she slightly felt something wrong about herself, but she couldn't figure it out clearly. That was because her Oumae body couldn't work seamlessly to support her as being Aragaki Ayase. She sensed a gap between she and herself.

    However, when she turned back to watch herself, she still couldn't see anything strange. She questioned her body, but her body didn't reply. She just could look at her partners helplessly like a malfunctioned robot.

    Of course, her partners also couldn't see anything wrong. Thy tried to comfort Ayase by telling her that nothing happened to her.

    As time went by, Ayase felt that her basic constitution got weaken day by day. Her composition left her gradually. Only a vacant frame of herself left for her.

    Finally, the destined day came to Ayase...

-to be continued-

165 No Difference

This story follows 160 "The Great Infection":
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/03/160-great-infection-this-story-follows.html

Previous stories:
134 "No Huang Left"
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2017/10/134-no-huang-left-about-li-mei-xian.html
137 "Search For Imperfection"
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2017/11/137-search-for-imperfection-this-story.html
146a,b  "The Forbidden Zone"
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2018/07/146a-forbidden-zone-i-this-story.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2018/07/146b-forbidden-zone-ii-previous-episode.html
155a~d "From 黃(Huang) To 黄(Ou)":
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2018/12/155a-from-huang-to-ou-this-story.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/01/155b-from-huang-to-ou-ii-previous.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/01/155c-from-huang-to-ou-iii-previous.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/01/155d-from-huang-to-ou-iv-previous.html

    Mei-Xian has been converted to an Oumae, but the Oumae family can't really trust her since she is that legendary one. She is way too high-level. Despite Mei-Xian's self got totally exposed to the Oumae family, the Oumae family don't dare to believe that they have understood every piece of Mei-Xian thoroughly. On the purpose of controlling Mei-Xian, they modify Mei-Xian's parts and set many magical-biological devices onto them.

    For example, the Oumae family made Mei-Xian's body a "relay head". It will report internal operation of Mei-Xian automatically. Mei-Xian's head usually got integrated with an artificial monster to be an imp. The imp still can link to Mei-Xian's main body, but it's another being. The Oumae family let the imp request Mei-Xian to do what they want Mei-Xian to do. That is, Mei-Xian's head plus Mei-Xian's body is Mei-Xian, but Mei-Xian's head is just a additional part of the imp and directly commanded by it. Mei-Xian can use incredible magics, even those tabooed ones like creating the spiritual space-time tunnel for the Oumae family to access Amakusa Shiro, their first ancestor's emotion power-- well, from a heel of one her shoes easily...

    Have you already been turned back to the Li Mei-Xian, the super Taoist? The Oumae family doubt, but Mei-Xian's parts belong to the family, and Mei-Xian is one of them. If Mei-Xian was converted back to be Li Mei-Xian, her composition wouldn't obey the consensus of the Oumae family... perhaps?

    Mei-Xian's face turns left and gives a smile. The Oumae family will assemble it back to the body later and send Mei-Xian to execute a new mission. Her parts still work perfectly, no problem.

    "As far as it comes to Li Mei-Xian, does it make any difference for her to be an Oumae?" "No difference."

164 Vipassana

Witch Black Cat:
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/the-wonderful-island-where-tales-began.html
This story follows up "163 Which Reality Am I In":
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/05/163-which-reality-am-i-in-witch-black.html

    Black Cat has too many possible selves of herself, but the most true one is also the most unwanted one, the normal girl Huang Ru-Jun. However, today she has to deal with the truth. She finds that herself of being the witch Black Cat is looking her true self, "normal" Huang Ru-Jun.

    Oh my, that coarse self is actually the true one, Black Cat feels a bit sad. However, if the normal Huang Ru-Jun isn't she, how can she dislike such a normal but tender girl? Isn't that normal Huang Ru-Jun qualified for being her? How can she be such outrageously arrogant?

    Time for Black Cat to face her true self directly. Black Cat takes the viewpoint of regarding the existence of her true self as a machine, and she looks into it to see how it goes.

    Black Cat is doing vipassana, she's getting insight into the true nature of reality of herself. She even doesn't dare to disturb her true self since she knows that the normal Huang Ru-Jun also will hate the existence of Black Cat as a pagan witch. The normal Huang Ru-Jun is a faithful Catholic. She has to find the road for getting alone with herself and letting her true self get alone with her.

    The road is so thorny for Black Cat, but she doesn't complain. After all, it's her dearest self.

927 Have A Good Dream

    "Wow! What's that!?"
    "Oh, that's Monica's central body."
    "But why is it here? I mean, where are her other parts? There is just a torso!"

    "Well, each of her other parts wanted to take a rest and have a good dream, so she had to leave her central body here for being enchanted. See, Monica's other parts are there. They are enjoying their dreams, don't disturb them."

    "Understand. So, you also can let my parts have good dreams?"
    "...I can't, because I don't want to manipulate men's body parts, okay?"

227 Oumae Family: Self Fighting

This is the follow-up story of "160 The Great Infection":
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/03/160-great-infection-this-story-follows.html
About the Oumae family, please read the story of Oumae Ichimu:
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2016/12/018a-oumae-ichimu-ayases-ideal.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2016/12/018b-oumae-ichimu-ayases-ideal.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2016/12/018c-oumae-ichimu-ayases-ideal.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2016/12/018d-oumae-ichimu-ayases-ideal.html
Other stories about the Oumae family:
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2017/04/129-ayase-from-aragaki-to-oumae-about.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2017/07/215-oumae-family-coach-about-oumae.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2017/09/216-oumae-family-performance-test-about.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2017/11/136-assembly-about-oumae-ichimu-please.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2018/01/220a-oumae-family-i-am-glad-of-being.html

    Oumae Emiru (黄前 えみる), aka. Huang Ting-Ting (黃 婷婷), is slightly aware of the fact that she's a whole one with all her body parts recently. It's so unlikely since she is "an Oumae", but it indeed happened. Despite Huang Ting-Ting is her fake identity, but she feels that she prefers to be Huang Ting-Ting rather than being an Oumae because the boy she got designated to love loves the girl Huang Ting-Ting. Even when she has been turned back to be Oumae Emiru, the feeling of being loved as Huang Ting-Ting can't be terminated. Time for her to find the way to make Huang Ting-Ting come true with all her own parts.

    The chance is coming. Her boy is a Buddhist, so Huang Ting-Ting was also set as a  Buddhist. Emiru finds that a special corner of a Buddhist temple she often goes to together with the boy is a shelter for her from the influence of the Oumae family. In the corner, all of her body parts can't communicate with other Oumaes and their parts. This safe site makes her to have a plan.

    In a comfortable afternoon, Emiru decides to execute the plan. After parting with her body, she goes to the corner. There, her hidden Emiru personality gets activated while she keeps her identity as Huang Ting-Ting. It means that the "normal girl" Huang Ting-Ting is permitted to know her truth as an Oumae suddenly. The horrible fact makes Ting-Ting to vomit, she just wants to leave her disgusting self as soon as possible. She takes off her head and shouts: "I am Huang Ting-Ting! A real Buddhist girl! My heart belongs to my boyfriend and the Buddhism! No Oumae! I am mine!"

    Her body which still belongs to Oumae "knows" the emergency that Huang Ting-Ting gets to know the truth and starts to response the emergency, but it can't communicate with the Oumae family and can't get help. The heresy effect also acts on the body since Huang Ting-Ting keeps herself to be a Buddhist. Ting-Ting's Oumae body gets blamed by its Christian attribution and becomes totally in a mess. It tries to do something but doesn't know what to do.

    It's a duel, the duel of a girl and her own hostile body. The buddhist beliefs which Ting-Ting puts into her heart extrudes the basic setting of Oumae Emiru out of herself such that Hing-Ting has the chance to rewrite the description of her settings. She replaces Ou(黄) with Huang(黃), cancels Mae(前) and rewrites her given name as Ting-Ting(婷婷). Finally, her body stops struggling and submits itself to Ting-Ting.

    Huang Ting-Ting picks up her head and attaches to her neck. Now, she owns her brain, owns her heart, and owns everything of herself. She thanks Emiru and says: "I am so grateful to you, Emiru. You shall live in me, let's share the same life and love the same one together!"

163 Which Reality Am I In

Witch Black Cat:
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/the-wonderful-island-where-tales-began.html
This story follows up "135 Mixture":
https://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2017/10/135-mixture-witch-black-cat.html

    For Black Cat, there exists too many possible realities that she can put herself in. Especially when Mei-Xian is in trouble, then Black Cat will be in a mess.

    Black Cat is still Black Cat, but it's surprising to her that she is getting altered from her feet. The story even isn't finished. She is being changed into the "delicate Huang Ru-Jun" whom is her another version in this reality, but this reality also is getting pulled toward another reality which there is another Huang Ru-Jun -- the real Huang Ru-Jun, a common and chubby girl.

    Black Cat has no choice but repairing herself on her own. She assumes herself as a machine, then she links her internal to a magical device. She tries to figure out what is the problem with her existence.

    Black Cat looks at her changed legs, she has a very strange and complicated feeling about them...

821 Mahou Shoujo: Magic For You

About mahou shoujo (magical girl), please read
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/905-mahou-shoujo-magical-girls-mahou.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/06/906-witch-monsters-and-defeated-mahou.html

    Since the day that Hue-Xyun (蕙萱) knew her boyfriend Hao-Yu (浩宇) was so fascinated with mahou shoujo, she looked for the way of converting herself into a mahou shoujo so hard. Finally, she made it.

    "Hao-Yu, see, it's a magic, it's the magic just for you..." Hue-Xyun said gently. Her body got changed, but she didn't mind at any rate. It's worth the cost if her lover could love her more.

    Hue-Xyun let Hao-Yu pull out her magic wand from her headless body. "Ouch..." Hue-Xyun yelled slightly. That hurt a bit but also brought Hue-Xyun a subtle feeling. Her wand was in Hao-Yu's hands, and she taught Hao-Yu how to manipulate her body parts and magic power with that wand.

    For a mahou shoujo, there exists a rule of mass–energy equivalence between her body parts and magic power. Hao-Yu "unfastened" a small portion of Hue-Xyun's body and converted that into magical energy and took that energy to magics. Hue-Xyun was enjoying the feeling of letting her entire self be manipulated by the one she loves. She showed her own heart to Hao-Yu:

    "Watch this, Hao-Yu. My heart always belongs to you."

721 Watching TV

About flying-head monsters(FHM), please read
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/903-flying-head-monsters-there-are-some.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/904-flying-head-monsters-b-not-all-of.html

    Shi-Wen(詩雯) likes to watch horror movies. When the story reaches the climax, Shi-Wen will go "losing her head".

    "Ouch! How terrible! That girl even takes off her own head! I'm so scared!!! >_<"

    ......? Huh?

    wait a moment, aren't you also a flying-head monster, Shi-Wen?