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2022年6月30日 星期四

 194(d) Two Witches And To Selves

Previous Episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2022/06/two-witches-and-two-mothers-previous.html

    For those two witches, or two girls Huang Ru-Jun and Huang Ling-Lai, their selves are very complicated and somehow unstable. Sometimes they have to face their own selves in weird ways.

=Take Off=

    The truth of witch Black Cat is normal girl Huang Ru-Jun, not mighty, not smart, not delicate and not elegant. She's so ordinary such that she covered herself with Black Cat, a super witch.

    However, Black Cat still has to face her truth when alone. She takes off those properties which make her be Black Cat- delicate legs with demure long stockings and graceful mary-jane shoes, slim body with gorgeous lolita dress, and so on.

    She makes her conceptual being back to a "nulled" framework, and she realizes that her Huang is still in the position of her deepest self. Black Cat reaches out her hand to touch her Huang, but she can't grab it. She can cover her Huang with anything that makes her to be Black Cat, but her Huang is still there.

    Black Cat rises up her head, then she surveys every aspect of her truth, Huang Ru-Jun. She doesn't really like this version of her. Fortunately, now she has another one whom will accept and like all aspects of her without reservation, no matter Black Cat or Huang Ru-Jun.

    It's happiness that you can give any bit of you to another one without any worry, Black Cat thinks.

=Ripped Off=

    Ayase had made her original body parts to be transferred to Black Cat to get reassembled into witch White Dove's body, and that body belongs to the hypothetical Hunag family which consists of Huang Ru-Jun and Huang Ling-Lai. However, the Oumae family still holds the ultimate ownership of those parts. That is, a half of the hypothetical Huang family was built on elements which belong to the Oumae family. In such a way, the Oumae family can establish abstract relation with the mighty witch Black Cat and access her. That's the reason of that Ayase convinced the will of the Oumae family to give her original parts to the hypothetical Huang family even that Huang family didn't exist before it acquired Ayase's body parts.

    Since those body parts still belong to the Oumae family, the Oumae family has the right to dominate them. The Oumae family carries out remote condition-check and maintenance on those parts routinely. In such a case, White Dove's body will get disintegrated automatically because of instructions from the Oumae family.



Witch White Dove (and Huang Ling-Lai) doesn't belong to the Oumae family, but things which make up her body do. Felling her parts getting reset and rearranged by the power of the Oumae family, Huang Ling-Lai has a bad emotion. Her body serves her as a member of the hypothetical Hunag family, but her body parts serve the Oumae family and can adjust her body including heart and brain for specific purpose made by the will of Oumae family.


Uncomfortable, really uncomfortable. It's not a big matter since "current Oumae Ayase" will listen to Huang Ling-Lai's wish, but it still makes her feel that she isn't loyal to Black Cat enough.


The process keeps going on, and White Dove keeps thinking what is her self.


==To Be Continued==

2022年6月20日 星期一

 194(c) Two Witches And Two Mothers

Previous Episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2022/06/two-witches-love-and-to-love-previous.html
About Mei-Xian(Mei-Ling):
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2014/05/black-cats-legendary-mother-black-cats.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2014/05/the-filthiest-holy-lady-and-her.html
About Oumae Ichimu:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2016/12/018b-oumae-ichimu-ayases-ideal.html

    The two witches enjoy their own daily lives, but they never forget about their mother, Mei-Xian and Ichimu, whom gave births to them and began their destinies. Today, witch Black Cat and witch White Dove will go to the Oumae main house to visit Huang Ru-Jun's and Huang Ling-Lai's mothers, and help them to explore their own essences more deeply and dig out more things from themselves.

    About Mei-Xian, they call out her Mei-Ling form, the legendary perfect girl with genius Taoism.
 But they keep her body in the state of Huang Xian-Mei
 (https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2015/01/112c-you-raise-myself-up-iii-episode-1.html) such that Mei-Xian can access her vulgar Huang in her perfect form of Mei-Ling. Li versus Huang, Taoism versus Christism, elegant verseus vulgar, and perfect versus earthly, the mixed-up Mei-Xian is experiencing the fiercest contradictory of herself- and that set of body parts even still bears the role of Oumae Ayase (https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2022/03/ayases-black-cat-witch-black-cat.html)! This is so-called the ultimate in self-recognition. Black Cat also feels somehow embarrassed about the situation of her mother.

    About Ichimu, White Dove hopes that she can turn her mother back to Aragaki Ichimu, a tender housewife, not a machine-like member of the Oumae family. Unlike other late and seized family members, as one of the earliest members with "true blood", Oumae Ichimu is totally possessed by the family even in the level of parts. She doesn't have independent true ego such that Ayase can't truly liberate her. However, White Dove still loves and misses her mother as Aragaki Ichimu. She casts her love into magic spell and conceptualizes her mother's existence into an idealized housewife in a witch way.

    Thus, those two witches and two mothers can enjoy their wonderful day.

2022年6月10日 星期五

 194(b) Two Witches And To Lovers

Previous Episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2022/06/two-witches-and-two-little-partners.html

    Since the two witches can exchange their physical components, they try to explore the possibility of multiple constructions of their existences. For example, they will try to embody one's existence on another's entire physical body. They want to undergo the experience of being one with another's mind and heart, and some interesting things will happen to them.

=So You Love Me=

    Black Cat got her identity implanted onto White Dove's physical parts, and those parts had been reintegrated to be the girl Huang Ru-Jun.

    Now, Huang Ru-Jun takes White Dove's brain to think, takes White Dove's heart to feel, but she is Huang Ru-Jun. She senses the love for Black Cat from her heart -previous  White Dove's heart- and has a subtle feeling. That's so weird but sweet. She wants to tease White Dove.

"Uh huh, dear White Dove, you do love me, right?"
"What...! What are you talking about!? O-O"
"Heehee, it's no use playing dumb. See, this is my heart which came from your physical constituents. Oh my, it makes me to love myself. I don't know how to describe the feeling. ^w^"
"Hey! Stop saying that! Don't play with my pure heart! >x<"
"Well, it's mine, though. And I want to see my images inside your mind! XD"

=Make Me Love You=

    White Dove got her identity implanted onto Black Cat's physical parts, and those parts had been reintegrated to be the girl Huang Ling-Lai.

"How about it? Can you make my previous heart love you?"
"Well, I feel it likes me, but... not love..."
"See, as I told you, Black Cat doesn't keep such kind of affection toward Ayase, although she does likes her."
"Ayase is in the Oumae main house right now! Alas, I have it enough... Unfairly, White Dove is the only one who really love another. I am so exhausted~"
"That's fine. At least, I allow you to turn my previous heart to be which can love you. Try your best. Oh, by the way, here is my current head, take it."
"Isn't it my previous head? What do you want me to do with it?"
"You can hold it, look it, and embrace it. Try to make your current body bond with Ayase through Ayase's head."
"...It's so freak to hold my previous head and to induce my current heart to love it. Okay, I will try. Besides, Iam not Ayase! I am Huang Ling-Lai, the one who belongs to your Huang! And Ayase can be considered as your mother right now! >O<"

2022年6月8日 星期三

 194(a) Two Witches And Two Little Partners

About two witches:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2022/03/ayases-black-cat-witch-black-cat.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2022/03/ayases-black-cat-b-first-episode.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2022/03/ayases-black-cat-c-first-episode.html
About Alisa & Siren:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2014/05/the-wonderful-island-where-tales-began.html

    Since original Ayase's physical parts were given to Black Cat's family and got reassembled as a new witch, this witch is no more Ayase; she is witch White Dove. And similar to witch Black Cat, when she keeps herself as a girl, she is Huang Ling-Lai(黄 伶籟, "Clever Voice"). She doesn't pick the same Huang with Black Cat's () since that body came from the Oumae (黄前) family. In fact, theoretically the Oumae family can take her back anytime, but it won't happen because Oumae Ayase (黄前 綾瀨) is the "queen" of the family. Ayase took the position of speaking the will of the family, and her existence was rebuilt onto Mei-Xian's physical parts to form the new Ayase of the Oumae family. This Ayase will always listen to Huang Ling-Lai's wish and allow her to go as she wants.

    So, here are two witches now, White Dove as Huang Ling-Lai and Black Cat as Huang Ru-Jun(黃 如君, "Just Like You"). They live together, cast spells together, research witchcrafts together, act like common girls together, and enjoy each other together. Here starts her stories of daily life.

=Little Little Friends=

    As you know, Black Cat has two little partners, Alisa & Siren. They can get embodied on Black Cat's legs. And when Black Cat keeps herself in the state as the witch, she wants her feet wear elegant bar shoes. However, sometimes she may in a mixed state of that parts of her are in the state of being Huang Ru-Jun who usually wears rustic sandals.

    Today Ling-Lai has sensed such a feeling when she was taking a walk with Black Cat. She saw a pair of innocent pitiable feet with rustic sandals on them on the ground behind Black Cat. She picked up them and asked Black Cat whatever her own feet or not.

    Black Cat denied that, she said she didn't have such feet. However, she can't conceal things about herself from Ling-Lai since they had shared their own egos to some degree. Ling-Lai replied Black Cat with "Oh yeah?", and she converted herself into the witch White Dove. Then she enchanted that pair of feet to awaken them.

    Soon, a small portion of Alisa & Siren came from those feet. They were definitely Black Cats' feet. "Aww~ So cuuuute~ ><" White Dove placed them on her hands when they were yawning. She petted their heads and kissed insteps of Alisa & Siren. The two little fairies laughed, they moved Black Cat's toes slightly.

    "Aren't they your dearest feet, Black Cat? Huh?" White Dove looked up and asked Black Cat. She found Black Cat's cheeks got totally blushed.

    "Ha, haha, hahaha..." White Dove grinned unnaturally in an awkward atmosphere.

=Leaf And Flower=

    Ling-Lai is looking at her own legs. Not like Ru-Jun's, they are long and thin. How will them look if Black Cat's little partners can be transferred to them? "Hummm... Oh, wait, I got an interesting idea!" Ling-Lai shouts. Since Alisa & Siren will be embodied on Black Cat's legs, then what Ling-Lai has to do is just making her legs to be Black Cat's.

    Ling-Lai transforms herself into White Dove, and she goes to Black Cat. She asks Black Cat to exchange legs with her, and Black Cat accepts the request helplessly. Both of them redefine their own legs to be each other's parts with witchcraft.

    "Whoa~!! They... they are so beautiful!!" White Dove gets surprised deeply. Two graceful fairies get formed on her original legs-now are Black Cat's- with delight. One is dressed up with leaves, and another is flowers.

    "My sweet heart! I want to name them Happa(leaf in Japanese) and Hana(flower in Japanese) though they are your legs! And... let me be the butterfly!" White Dove separates her head and enchants it. Her head gets two butterfly wings and begins to fly.

    "Black Cat! Take a photo of Happa-chan, Hana-chan and me! Oh, my head should be named as Choucho(butterfly in Japanese)!"

    "So ridiculous..." Black Cat sighs and turns her head to get her eyes away from them. Although she doesn't want to admit, she still feels that those three are cute together.

2022年3月23日 星期三

 193c Ayase's Black Cat (c)

The first episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2022/03/ayases-black-cat-witch-black-cat.html
Previous episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2022/03/ayases-black-cat-b-first-episode.html

    Ayase has successfully made herself to be witch, she is capable of helping Black Cat to resolve the unharmonious situation of her existence. Black Cat has an inferior feeling of her real being as Huang Ru-Jun, and the property of faithful Huang Ru-Jun can't accept Black Cat as a witch ( https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2017/10/135-mixture-witch-black-cat.html  , https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2018/10/153-can-you-fix-me-about-witch-black.html ). Black Cat had tried to take a more balancing position for existing between both versions (actually, three) of her, but when the Oumae(黄前) family began to infiltrate Mei-Xian's Huang(黃) through Ou(黄) ( https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/01/155b-from-huang-to-ou-ii-previous.html ), the Oumaelization of Mei-Xian disturbed the balance a lot. She even had confused her Huang with Ou at once ( https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/01/156-yutaka-cat-witch-black-cat.html ).  It becomes way too hard for Black Cat to keep herself in a steady state. Fortunately, Ayase comes to her.

    Ayase tries to interfere in the operations and relations among Black Cat's parts (in the form of Huang Ru-Jun) with her own parts. Those Black Cat's "Ru-Jun" legs are still chubby, but Ayase lets her own fashionable feet resonate with Black Cat's feet for replacing sloopy Ru-Jun sandals with much more chic high-heeled pumps. With feet getting covered by formal shoes, Black Cat feels her legs have became more demure for fitting her assumed properties better. Her shoddy "Ru-Jun" torso also gets Ayase's head to be installed on it. From Ayase's heart, Ayase's affections and thoughts on Black Cat are sending into Black Cat's core directly through Ayase's head. This combination forma a new one, and this one enjoys the subtle emotions of that Black Cat is so admired by Ayase no matter she is in Ru-Jun form or not. Moreover, Black Cat doesn't like her Ru-Jun form and Ru-Jun has negative attitudes toward witches like Black Cat, but both of them can't hate Ayase, and now Ayase's part becomes a part of the new one. The new one has to love herself. In such a way, Black Cat and Ru-Jun get united gradually with Ayase.

    The conceptual existence of Black Cat watches everything happening to her, she has the most complex feeling mixed up with embarrassment, warmness and getting touched. Ayase's headless body is standing aside-- what a wonderful body it is. Compared to Black Cat's Ru-Jun body, if Ayase's body is a butterfly, then Black Cat's is just a moth, similar but inferior in every aspect. However, that butterfly doesn't look down the moth at any a bit. Ayase gives out all of her to Black Cat without reservation. Black Cat feels just like Ayase's headless body also belongs to her. "Ah..." Just being stricken by the thought at the moment, Black Cat finds that her Ru-Jun head is on Ayase's hands. Ayase's headless body is trying to make connection with Black Cat's head automatically. When Black Cat's head is getting attached onto Ayase's body, it timidly reaches out to Ayase's core and another new one gets built.

    Nothing can be compared with such a moment. Black Cat feels just like her mind is getting fused with Ayase's mind, and her heart can't be distinguished from Ayase's heart. She owns Ayase as well as Ayase also owns her. If she got pieced, Ayase would be the solder used to weld her broken pieces into a unified whole.

    Finally, Black Cat's existence has been repaired. They get themselves separated and back to be Black Cat and Ayase again. However, their existences can't be separated. They have already entangled with each other firmly. Black lifts her head up and looks at Ayase's face, than she sees that Ayase is smiling tenderly at her. Black Cat tilts down her head rapidly. Her cheeks becomes red like burned.

---EPILOGUE---

    This Ayase tells Black Cat that she actually can't be counted as Ayase, whatever Aragaki Ayase or Oumae Ayase. In that case, she wants a new name. For her first name, she chooses Ling-Lai, the Chinese pronunciation of 綾瀨 instead of Ayase (綾瀨 in Japanese). Since Black Cat has the complex about being Huang, Ling-Lai also picks Huang as her surname fo being a Huang together with Black Cat. As a witch, she designs her title as witch White Dove. All things get done.

"Ayase."
"Call me Ling-Lai, Huang Ling-Lai, my dear Ru-Jun."
"Okay, Ling-Lai. I say... Well, have you ever been regretful about this?"
"Be regretful about what?"
"About...about... Hey, you just know it!"
"If you mentioned what I had done to put me into you, that's my fortune to have such a chance to enjoy both of our lives together. I do appreciate it. Regret? Not even possible, okay?"
"...Thank you, Aya... Ling-Lai. Heehee, Ling-Lai, Huang Ling-Lai. I never expected that one day you will be a Huang with me."
"Not just that. I also can turn myself to be a witch together with you. See, I am White Dove the witch, and you can embody yourself as Black Cat the witch. It's show time! Ta-dah!"
"Well... However, unlike me, you still can embody yourself on the better physical figure, White Dove. I somehow envy you."
"Can I consider that as flirting, Black Cat? You already know that I belong to you, and your chubby and short physical figure is very cute to me. O<"
"Aww~~ What a... You tease me, you fool! ><"

==THE END==

2022年3月18日 星期五

 193b Ayase's Black Cat (b)

The first episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2022/03/ayases-black-cat-witch-black-cat.html

    While Black Cat is continuing her struggle for fixing herself, the doorbell rings. It's that Ayase comes to visit her. They begin to talk about their recent situations. Ayase knows about Black Cat's predicament, and she suggests to show her something. Ayase stands in front of Black Cat, then she enchants herself. "Dong dong! Look at me! Here comes the magical girl Ayase!"

    Black Cat gets totally stupefied. She is so astonished because she doesn't know what Ayase is going to do, and why Ayase can enchant herself with magic since she is such a faithful Christian. Ayase explains everything to Black Cat. Technically she isn't that Christian Ayase-- that Ayase still stays in the Oumae main house and she is composed of original Mei-Xian's parts right now. This Ayase is the phenomenon emerges from rebuilt virtual links between "cleaned-up" original Ayase's parts. Though those parts are still owned by the Oumae family and controlled by that true Ayase (but she can "manipulate" that true Ayase by wishing to control her in the way she wants), that Ayase can set them to "turn off" their Christianity to reassemble them into a non-Christian one for the task.

    "My mother is...!! Alas, well, put that aside first. Anyway, what can happen to her is that she lets things happen to her. The Oumae family could stole my mother because she wanted to try that, I know. However, how badly I go affected, do you know? Besides, what's the task?" Black Cat asks.

    "I apologize to you in place of the Oumae family. The task is drawing the super witch Black Cat to the Oumae's side. That's that Ayase let herself think so for complying with the Oumae's dogma. But actually this Ayase as me doesn't care even a little bit of that purpose with permission from that Ayase. I just want to make you happy and share happiness generated from us with you." Ayase says.

    "I've got it. A little heart-warming and a bit scaring, haha. So, what do you plan to do?" Black asks again.

    "You see. I let my right hand to cask the Mechanizing spell at myself such that the internal setting of me have been materialized. I created this skill because of the edification sensed from Mei-Xian's awesome parts. Her knowledge and mindpower is such a treasure! Now you can view me as a conceptual robot, and I will set this robot to be owned by you so you can alter any attributes of my parts. I give me as a gift to you, will you accept it? Then I want you to help me to witchlize ( https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2014/06/207-witchization-for-black-cat-becoming.html ) me and teach me witchcrafts. I want to become a witch like you." Ayase replies.

    Ayase tells Black Cat it seems that Aragaki Ayase didn't like Black Cat to be a witch because of her religion belief, and she usually pushed Black Cat back to Huang Ru-Jun (Black Cat in the state with her true name, as graceful as Black Cat with strong Christian belief, not that Huang Ru-Jun from the reality without magic) by manipulating the Christianity inside Black Cat which was inherited from Mei-Xian's condemned torso ( https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2014/05/009-freedom-with-internal-conflict.html ) with the same religion belief. Every time when she promoted Black Cat to be turned into Huang Ru-Jun successfully, she felt so moved. Aragaki Ayase gave converted Huang Ru-Jun a nickname: Pure White Cat. She would hold  Pure White Cat's hand and bring her to the church.

    However, in the deepest place of Aragaki Ayase's heart, she also admired Black Cat as the most graceful and unrestrained witch. Despite it's a taboo, Aragaki Ayase ever imaged herself as a witch like Black Cat. She always felt that she was sinful to have such a thought, but she couldn't wipe it out of her mind.

    As time went by, Ayase has experienced too much things. She finds that it's meaningless for her to pursue the pureness and perfectness of herself as the original Aragaki Ayase she ever acknowledged. Now she wants to try more things. Since her best friend is in trouble, she creates the way for liberating Ayase's parts from the Oumae family to form another Ayase for accompanying her friend.

    "Ayase... Oh my, foolish, you're so foolish... but, I am so glad..." Black Cat sobs.

---AS TIME GOES BY---

    Black Cat has completed the resetting of Ayase's parts. She directs Ayase to witchlize her own body, then she teaches Ayase how to be a witch. Ayase has talent on it. They practice witchcraft together. One of those marvelous skills is covering yourself with another version of you, like Black Cat on Huang Ru-Jun. You have to construct another you that you want you to be, and realize this conceptual you on your existed parts, then integrate them into the new you.

    Ayase learns the skill perfectly, she even can carry out it in more advanced way: switch the state of her parts. She can embody her real parts in her virtual version.


    For example, Ayase embodies her real legs on the virtual her. She's enjoying the subtle feeling of the change to her brought by real legs. She also casts spell on legs token off from her virtual figure. She is considering of creating her own version of Alisa and Siren ( https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEirZ26_ztJa7HsOfjZ7WZ_r0didCg4IlQAV4uuKs_nf2_occLiwUrrkO6xH4SgpSAYBLXL0xuuC9F_0TIE0Jial98oG1zuFVg4PSELbIwDOPF5w1nFP16iaLc1lPkMl8VgjypjW3De9NWg/s1600/Witch01.png ). Everything is so wonderful to Ayase of being a witch.

    On the other hand, while teaching Ayase the witchcraft, Black Cat is looking at the demonstration she made. She has called her real legs out, but she doesn't want to put them on to herself. She turns her gaze to Ayase's legs, they are pretty and delicate. She turns back to her own legs again, then she signs.

    "Ow~ Those legs are so cute~ >w<" Ayase senses Black Cat's emotion, she flies to Black Cat's real legs and embraces them. "Dear Black Cat, Ru-Jun leaves you such a sweet real you. I like both of you so much!" Ayase smiles.

"You--!! You fool!! A big fool!!! >-<" Black Cat gets surprised and shouts out.

==To Be Continued==

2022年3月16日 星期三

 193a Ayase's Black Cat (a)

Witch Black Cat:
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/the-wonderful-island-where-tales-began.html
This story follows up "164 Vipassana":
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/05/164-vipassana-witch-black-cat.html
And "167 Integration":
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/167-integration-witch-black-cat.html
And "188 Exposed Huang Ru-Jun":
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2021/06/blog-post.html

Ayase & Mei-Xian:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/08/168-ayase-mei-xian-i-see-you-this-story.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/10/172a-ayase-mei-xian-self-battling-i.html

    Black Cat feels that it becomes harder and harder for her to handle her own self. She tries to reintegrate herself as Black Cat with existence of her "fully-true" self as Huang Ru-Jun comes from another reality with no magical things and miracles again and again, but recently she almost can't find the way to fix herself. Black Cat takes her body apart and enchants each part carefully for inspecting the problem; however, she only gets her parts being in the "inferior" state as return.

    Black Cat sighs, she becomes totally inconsistent with herself. She doesn't know what is happening to her mother, Mei-Xian, which makes Black Cat's existence get affected fiercely and unstable. She bears her inner chaos and feels the loneliness of that no space for her to exist harmoniously.

---MEANWHILE---

    Inside the Oumae main house, Ayase is looking at a dark corner. "Sorry, and ... thank you, Mei-Xian," Ayase says with a sorrowful face expression.

    In the corner, there are Mei-Xian's disintegrated body parts which are all in "Oumaelized" state. In fact, they even can't be counted as parts of Ou Mei-Xian-- as Oumae's possessions, all of them had been reset and sorted to be parts of Ayase. The existence of Mei-Xian got suspended because there are no body parts assigned to Mei-Xian by the Oumae family right now.

    It was not that Ayase wanted to rob Mei-Xain's part. In fact, Mei-Xian was just the one who implied Ayase to do this. Oumae Ayase is the de facto queen of Oumae family which considered itself as Catholic, and another version of Ayase, Aragaki Ayase is an acolyte/exorcist from the regular Catholic church. Ayase is very religious whatever in which side and keeps a hostile attitude toward non-Catholic supernatural beings. However, she is also a very good friend of Black Cat, a mighty witch.

    Ayase always thinks that it's her duty to pull her best friend out of filthy surreal power to be Huang Ru-Jun, a Catholic girl. But she actually likes her friend, the witch Black Cat very much. You even can say that if Black Cat was not a witch, Ayase would keep much less emotions on her. That internal inconsistency drives Ayase in to a mess. She doesn't know how to deal with her chaotic heart.

    Occasionally, Black Cat has been in a trouble with herself, and Ayase hopes that she can help Black Cat. She consults Mei-Xian about that without words, and she gets an idea from Mei-Xian.

    Mei-Xian lets Ayase "absorb" Mei-Xian's parts into Ayase through the Oumae family, then Ayase transfers the religionary properties which belong to Aragaki Ayase's body parts to Mei-Xian's parts. For example, now the original Mei-Xian's legs (Ayase's new legs) take the place of being blessed legs, the Sacred Sword and Holy Crosier. Original Mei-Xian's head also becomes Ayase's head and bears her angelic belief. Since Mei-Xian's head and legs are Taoistic, the heresy effect tortures them a lot. Mei-Xian's torso has already got to be converted into Catholic because of the sacrificial ceremony which her ex-husband imposed on it (https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2014/05/black-cats-legendary-mother-black-cats.html), so it can be turned into Ayase's torso smoothly and becomes the conceptual core to carry out operating the Oumae family with its mighty power. It can be said that Mei-Xian's parts help Ayase on sharing her roles of both Aragaki and Oumae sides.

    Ayase leaves her Aragaki and Oumae to the set of original Mei-Xian's parts and makes her original parts to be pale. She lets "the new Ayase" (built on original Mei-Xian's parts) reset those pale parts and assign new tasks to them. Then those parts get reassembled into one, and it operates the personality of "the normal girl" Ayase for pretending to be not a member of the Oumae family (like Aragaki Ichimu's cause). In fact, this one isn't in the place of being Ayase to the Oumae family.

    Because of the assigned task, the "pale" Ayase doesn't to be operated as a Catholic one. She gets her freedom to behave as whom she likes to be. She "wishes" the "true" Ayase to give her the order, and she can do what she wishes herself to do. Now she can be sent by the "true Oumae Ayase" to help her best friend.

    The pale Ayase opens her body to check conditions of her core, it works smoothly without cross inside though it's made up of Catholic entities. When she is going to walk out of the Oumae family, she turns her head and gazes on those original Mei-Xian's parts.

    "Thank you very much, Mei-Xian as Ayase. It's Ayase's amazing luck to have you in Oumae family. Now I will go to your dearest daughter's side, see you." Ayase thinks.

==To Be Continued==