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2019年8月15日 星期四

168 Ayase & Mei-Xian: I See You

This story follows 166a~e "Ayase & Ichimu: Aragaki Or Oumae":
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166a-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-01.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166a-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-02.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166a-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-03.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166a-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-04.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166a-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-05.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166a-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-06.html

    Under the shelter of the Order, Ayase converted Oumae family members to her side one by one. Their egos, view points, values were generated from resonances between body parts of disintegrated Ayase and themselves. They "absorbed" virtual things from Ayase's parts and such that they got influenced by Ayase. They were so-called "awoken Oumaes". Awoken Oumaes would be detained by the Order for isolating them from the Oumae main house.

    On the other hand, Mei-Xian's parts were still pretty active in both supporting and infecting the Oumae family ( https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/03/160-great-infection-this-story-follows.html ). Some of infected members escaped from the Oumae family ( https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/05/227-oumae-family-self-fighting-this-is.html ), and despite others stayed in the family, their spiritual structures also got loosened. The collapse of the Oumae family was just the problem of time.

    Finally, the Order launched a deadly attack on the weakened Oumae family. Soon the family didn't have any active member- some of them got injured and were put into maintenance, and others were awoken ones. The family got emptied.

    The Order let Ayase get herself in the Aragaki Ayase state and go to the Oumae main house alone. Despite she hated the evilness of the Oumae family, she still couldn't destory it because she was actually an Oumae. On the other hand, she had to faced her own Oumae one on one without any interference from other Oumae family members there. Ayase walked into the most important room and accessed the spiritual leftover of Amakusa Shiro. She detached her blessed legs and head and tried to weaponized them ( https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2018/05/142-ayase-disarmed-this-story-fellows.html ), but she failed. All of her detached parts got quenched because of her internal reaction. Ayase sensed that her Oumae was pressing her to submit herself to the symbol of the entire Oumae family.


    Aragaki Ayase had been disintegrated by her internal Oumae. She saw her central body opened itself to the Amakusa Shiro's spiritual leftover on its own, then her parts reassembled themselves together to get Ayase back. She realized that actually she is Oumae Ayase after all and has to obey the spiritual image of Amakusa Shiro resident in her internal.

    However, that was not a big deal.

    Amakusa Shiro doesn't really exist in this age. His spiritual leftover isn't the being with self-consciousness. Ayase had to obey it from her internal, but she could explain that how to obey it to herself. Amakusa Shiro was a Catholic Christian (he believed that he was), and Aragaki Ayase is also a Catholic Christian; Amakusa Shiro would want to keep the Oumae family, and the Order still controlled most alive members of the Oumae family (although they were awoken ones). So, it was a better solution for Oumae Ayase to keep herself in the Aragaki Ayase state to make up with the Order.

    Aragaki Ayase came back and stood in the core of the Oumae main house again. The Order released all of awoken Oumaes. They directly accessed Ayase's spiritual internal and followed her interpretations of how to obey Amakusa Shiro's will. Ayase in fact became their queen, the queen of the Oumae family.
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    As the new boss, Ayase has to rearrange the almost-ruined Oumae family. Not all remnant family members are awoken Oumaes, she has to convert them. Ayase surveys the stock of disintegrated body parts which are in maintenance, and she finds "that one".


    Yes, it's the whole set of Mei-Xian's body parts, who is her best friend and rival Black Cat's legendary mother. Mei-Xian was once such a wonderful and perfect lady to Ayase, and that out-of-reach lady now becomes disintegrated body parts dominated by Ayase. That's way too shocking and existing!

    Ayase picks up one of Mei-Xian's parts. It seems that the Oumae family had tried to modify Mei-Xian. They wanted to alter Mei-Xian's Tsaoistic nature. Ego, belief, values and thoughts, the Oumae family infiltrated everything of Mei-Xian.

    Ayase assembles that set of parts back into Mei-Xian, Ou Mei-Xian. It's the chance for Ayase to own Mei-Xian like owning a robot. However, when Mei-Xian stands in front of Ayase and smiles to her, Ayase suddenly cries her eyes out. She hugs Mei-Xian, and Mei-Xian pats her head tenderly.

    Finally, Ayase decides to turn Ou Mei-Xian back to the most elegant Taoist lady Li Mei-Xian despite this Li Mei-Xian is still built on the set of body parts owned by the Oumae family. Ayase apologizes to Mei-Xian for that ans says she will try her best to totally recover the independence of Mei-Xian from the Oumae family.

    "Thank you, Ayase, but don't mind about it," Mei-Xian replies, "I don't feel and bad about being owned by Oumae family, that makes no difference to me. In fact, I will enjoy to share the supernatural relation with you."

    Mei-Xian makes a prettiest smile.

2019年6月16日 星期日

167 Integration

Witch Black Cat:
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/the-wonderful-island-where-tales-began.html
This story follows up "164 Vipassana":
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/05/164-vipassana-witch-black-cat.html

    Black Cat attempts to reunite with herself. She has to combine her witch part with her common Catholic girl part.


    Both of them resists each other, but Black Cat, or Huang Ru-Jun, needs both of them to be a whole. Sometimes something may escape from her internal, and she must find the way to get it back to her.

    Really not easy, herself is full of paradox. However, she definitely will make it.

2019年6月9日 星期日

166f Ayase & Ichimu: Aragaki Or Oumae (06)

Previous episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166e-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-05.html
First episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166a-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-01.html


    Ayase came back the real world as Aragaki Ayase who was operated on Oumae Ayase. She explained that to the Order. She had solved her own problem, time for her to recapture her dearest mother, Ichimu.

    Ayase didn't plan to escape. Since she could face her Oumae self directly, surely she could face her Oumae mother. She asked the Order to reconstruct her mother's dismantled body and revive her mother's identity as Oumae Ichimu. The Ichimu's head opened its eyes and stared at Ayase emotionlessly. She could activate her own body instantly and begin to manipulate the property of Ayase's body.

    Ayase told members of the Order not to worry about her. She said that she believed she can rouse her mother's maternity about her. She started to communicate with Ichimu's identity.


    Ichimu's identity didn't say anything, then it exposed Ichimu's monster-like Oumae property to Ayase as if it was questioning Ayase about her perception of Ichimu's Oumae.

    "I will embrace all of you, definitely, dear mother," Ayase walked to Ichimu's head and picked up it, "both of us are Oumae, so why do I reject you? Will you entrust yourself to me?"

    "Won't you want Ichimu to be the Aragaki Ichimu, your mother in the Aragaki family?" Ichimu's identity asked without words.

    "You're Oumae Ichimu absolutely," Ayase smiled, "but Aragaki Ichimu can be realized on you, my dearest mother."

    "You really understand the Oumae family and Ichimu well, Ayase,"  Ichimu's identity replied, " that was you who replaced the open-toe shoes on my feet with a new pair of elegant shoes, right? You do know the point, you even understand the subtle difference of characteristic settings between Aragaki Ichimu and Oumae Ichimu. You have won, Ayase. My body got set from its feet as if it is Aragaki Ichimu's body."

"I know your original peep-toe heels belong to Hwang Young Bi, the one whom the Oumae family wanted you to act as. The difference between Aragaki Ichimu and Oumae Ichimu is that despite both of them wear pumps, but Aragaki Ichimu wants the more modest ones. Those inner side-removed shoes belong to Oumae Ichimu. My mother Aragaki Ichimu is very modest. Welcome back, my dear mother."

    Ayase put Ichimu's head back onto her body, and Aragaki Ichimu got formed in front of Ayase. She began to cry because those terriblt things happened to her and her daughter. She also apologized to Ayase for her truth as being Oumae Ichimu. Ayase hugged her mother and comforted her. They are Oumae, but they can make themselves to be Aragaki.
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    The Order continued on fighting the Oumae family. Ayase and Ichimu didn't give up their own Oumae (they also couldn't), they made use of their Oumae. For example, Ayase may disintegrate her identity and reduce herself into Oumae body parts, and her parts may be put into another Oumae family member's hands for her/him to sense Ayase.


    That Oumae family member's parts may be resonated automatically by Ayase's parts. Her/his ego may be arisen from the resonance. Ayase will put her beliefs and values into other Oumae family members through such a process.

    The Oumae family won't be destroyed; it may be taken over by Ayase with Ichimu's help in the future.

    If the Oumae family is an ant nest, then Ayase will be its queen.

-FIN-

2019年6月8日 星期六

166e Ayase & Ichimu: Aragaki Or Oumae (05)

Previous episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166d-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-04.html
First episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166a-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-01.html

    However, Ayase didn't just belong to the Oumae. You can say Aragaki Ayase is the fake one, but she still ever existed. Aragaki Ayase is a phenomenon which gets embodied in the special operating on Oumae Ayase's parts; when the  phenomenon exists, the person Aragaki Ayase is real. For example, Aragaki Ayase does hate something, does love something. That hatred and love belong to a real girl.

    Furthermore, Ayase knew that no matter Aragaki or Oumae Ayase she is, both Ayase are Catholic. The difference is that the belief power of Aragaki Ayase rooted in love and the Oumae one's rooted in hatred. However, the hatred just belonged to their original ancestor, Amakusa Shiro ( https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2016/12/018b-oumae-ichimu-ayases-ideal.html ). All body parts owned by the Oumae are components and devices driven by the spiritual power of Amakusa Shiro's hatred, but Amakusa Shiro doesn't really exist nowadays. Despite to suspect the meaning of Amakusa Shiro is a taboo for all Oumae, but the Order had set the barrier field to protect Ayase (and Ichimu), she could go further on exploring and manipulating her own self. She rewrote the cognition about Amakusa Shiro's status and will for changing the behavior of her Oumae. That is, she made her Oumae to permit she to think and do anything about herself.


    Then, Ayase redefined her body as the part of love (her blessed legs) and the part of hatred (her central body which stories Oumae's hatred in her heart). They were so different, but they also belonged to the same one; they could form the Oumae Ayase, they also could form the Aragaki Ayase.

    Ayase looked her separated parts, and she tried to pull them together. She must have an integrated body, even it just could be the Oumae body. Finally, she got it.


    " Hello, Oumae Ayase's body, nice to meet you..." Ayase directly faced her Oumae body at first time. She accepted her Oumae body, and her Oumae body accepted her. No taboo for them to communicate with each other, no secret between both of them.

    Ayase came back to her body, she got herself completed. Congratulations!

-to be continued-

2019年6月7日 星期五

166d Ayase & Ichimu: Aragaki Or Oumae (04)

Previous episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166c-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-03.html
First episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166a-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-01.html

    Yes, Ayase had to face the reality, face her unwanted self. She told the Order everything she knew about herself and the Oumae family. Her Oumae sensed that she seemed like as if she prepared to betray the Oumae and acted against her will, but she forced her Oumae to obey her with her full power. Then Ayase submitted her plan to the Order.

    Later, the Order dismantled Ichimu's body for executing Ayase's plan. They let the Divine Guitarist handle the plan. Ayase also let the Order separate her head from her body, then she loosed her control over herself to let herself be turned into Oumae. At the same time, the Order deactivated both of Ayase's parts.


    Two sets of body parts of the Oumae family were under the Order's control. The Order made them can access each other restrictedly and monitored the process.

    In the Oumae family, Ayase's body parts were subject to Ichimu's body parts since the former was produced from the latter. So, the Order could manipulate Ayase's separated body parts through Ichimu's. Ayase got disintegrated as first, and she would be rebuilt from the communications between Ayase's and Ichimu's parts.

    In Ayase's inner virtual world, her will almost reassembled her spirit pieces into herself. That one was Oumae Ayase, but this spiritual existence was directed by Aragaki Ayase's will. "She" stood in from of her origin: the one who came from Oumae Ichimu's belly.


    It was the most suffering moment. Ayase's spiritual existence got broken for hundreds times before she could face it. However, she had to accept her true self after all.

-to be continued-

2019年6月6日 星期四

166c Ayase & Ichimu: Aragaki Or Oumae (03)

Previous episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166b-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-02.html
First episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166a-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-01.html

    Back to several days ago. The Order got the information about an outpost of the Oumae family, and soon they organized an assault team. They attacked the site and cleared up it, then they found Oumae Ichimu's disassembled body there. Her parts was undergoing reset for acting another person, Hwang Young Bi (黃英妃), a Korean lady. She would be set as the mate of an important leader of an Influential Korean church. Her head was receiving settings of new identity when the assault team got her.

    Ayase's body parts reacted with Ichimu's while she was tried her best to keep herself as Aragaki. She also felt sad since she knew how powerful her mother was, and she got controlled by others so easily. The Order let the Divine Guitarist be in charge of Ichimu's body. She studied Ichimu's body for realizing the internal operating of it. Later, she got the way for manipulating Ichimu's body parts. The Divine Guitarist modified Ichimu's Catholic faith of her heart to let it blame itself. She "taught" Ichimu's heart the "correct" Catholic belief instead of the Oumae's version such that it would listen to her. Ichimu's head got lost between the two identities of Oumae Ichimu and Hwang Young Bi, like a pale face built on an broken robot.


    Way too depressing for Ayase to see that. However, she couldn't do anything but sustaining her fake existence barely. The Order already knew Ayase's situation, but they didn't discover the truth to her before they could seize Ichimu for preventing Ichimu to take back her daughter. They couldn't take the risk of losing such an elite exorcist. The whole team went back to their base with captured Oumae body parts and Ayase. They also helped Ayase to suppress her Oumae constituents.

    Ayase woke up in the next morning. Members of the Order just disintegrated Ichimu's body for analyzing it. Ayase walked to them and asked them to hand her mother's head and heart to her. She brought those parts to a bench and sat down.


    Ayase looked at her mother's deactivated head and heart sadly. She even couldn't judge that she was Aragaki Ayase or Oumae Ayase at that time since "her Oumae" was still trying to resonate with Ichimu's deactivated parts. Ayase stretch out her hands to touch Ichimu's face, and she felt just like that her hands told her they wanted to leave her and go to the Ichimu's side.

    " I... I have to face my mother, face myself, and... face my Ou... Oumae..." Ayase murmured.

-to be continued-

2019年6月4日 星期二

166b Ayase & Ichimu: Aragaki Or Oumae (02)

Previous episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/166a-ayase-ichimu-aragaki-or-oumae-01.html

    Ayase, or I should say Aragaki Ayase, is an exorcist. She belongs to a secret Catholic Order. There are many other tough and mighty exorcists in the Order.

    One day, a fellow from the Order came to Ayase. She told Ayase that another powerful exorcist, the Divine Guitarist had captured a special enemy, and it was necessary for Ayase to meet that enemy. She would lead Ayase to the enemy.

    When they almost arrived the site, the fellow asked Ayase to embody her blessed legs into the Holy Crosier and the Sacred Sword. Ayase got curious about that and asked why. "Oumae" The fellow just answered her with a word.

    Oumae? Isn't it her mother's original surname whom Ayase is proud of? Ayase also had a negative impression about that name. She always considered her mother as an Aragaki rather than an Oumae. In fact, she would prefer to forget that name.

    Ayase had an ominous felling. She detached her legs and turned them into the Holy Crosier and the Sacred Sword. The door got opened, time to see the enemy.


    "Ah... Oh... Oh my..." Ayase was trembling. Her blessed legs were trying their best to emit power for protecting her from being affected by her internal heterogeneous power, and her existence was almost torn apart.

    Yes, the enemy was her dearest mother, Ichimu, Oumae Ichimu.


    The Divine Guitarist was standing beside Ichimu. Ichimu's head was separated from her body, and her headless body was roaring. The Order had set a divine barrier field for preventing Ichimu's body parts to access the Oumae family.

    Seeing the fainting fact, Ayase got reminded that she is also an Oumae immediately. Her left hand was pressing a central point of her own body like pressing an ultimate button unconsciously for stopping her to be converted by herself. Yes, she actually is Oumae Ayase, but she still wanted herself to stay in the status of being Aragaki Ayase.

    What a cruel reality!

-to be continued-