155a From 黃(Huang) To 黄(Ou) (I)This story follows 146a & 146b "The Forbidden Zone":
134 "No Huang Left"
137 "Search For Imperfection"
Before the event "You Raise Myself Up"(YRMU), Mei-Xian was such a perfect and elegant Taoist lady. However, that was just because her Huang had not been manifested significantly and her Li dominated her property. After the event, to her surprise, Mei-Xian found that her "Huang" was still can be activated. And she also realized that it wasn't her Li drove her to dislike her Huang-- just her Huang did that. Her Huang let her to wish herself to be perfect and glorious, and it made Mei-Xian to consider her own Huang as the inferior portion of her. Mei-Xian didn't hate her internal conflict, she wanted herself to experience and then love everything of her. After the event YRMU, normally she was in such a condition:
Her Li and Huang were forming the Taichi of her together, and she tried her best to mix up them. However, despite a little Li went to Huang and a little Huang had been welcomed to Li, her Li-Huang Taichi still almost got cracked on the boundary between Li and Huang. Her Huang made her parts more earthly and carnal while her Li made her parts more pure and celestial. On the other hand, her Christian torso (https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2014/05/009-freedom-with-internal-conflict.html) didn't sit and wait, it blamed Mei-Xian's Taoistic head and limbs for heresy. Thus, her "Huang" parts felt uneasy to get along with her "Li" parts, and her torso didn't want to be one with her other Taoistic parts. Furthermore, the left spiritual power from her ex-husband still resided in her central body, it often inspected and influenced Mei-Xian's central body stealthily.
Such a horrible condition gave Mei-Xian the trial together with a lot of pain, but Mei-Xian enjoyed that pain. To get herself onto the Way(道, Tao), she had to learn from real things, not just by reading books. Mei-Xian treasured her "bad things" which give her the chance to advance.
However, when Jin Chyo-Yue appeared, she took away all properties of Mei-Xian's Huang without any obstruction since she was just the one who gave Mei-Xian her Huang. Mei-Xian's Huang had been frozen, it became totally obedient to property from Mei-Xian's Li and worked like a machine.
Mei-Xian became truly perfect, but it's really meaningless to her.
-TO BE CONTINUED-