164 Vipassana

Witch Black Cat:
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/the-wonderful-island-where-tales-began.html
This story follows up "163 Which Reality Am I In":
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/05/163-which-reality-am-i-in-witch-black.html

    Black Cat has too many possible selves of herself, but the most true one is also the most unwanted one, the normal girl Huang Ru-Jun. However, today she has to deal with the truth. She finds that herself of being the witch Black Cat is looking her true self, "normal" Huang Ru-Jun.

    Oh my, that coarse self is actually the true one, Black Cat feels a bit sad. However, if the normal Huang Ru-Jun isn't she, how can she dislike such a normal but tender girl? Isn't that normal Huang Ru-Jun qualified for being her? How can she be such outrageously arrogant?

    Time for Black Cat to face her true self directly. Black Cat takes the viewpoint of regarding the existence of her true self as a machine, and she looks into it to see how it goes.

    Black Cat is doing vipassana, she's getting insight into the true nature of reality of herself. She even doesn't dare to disturb her true self since she knows that the normal Huang Ru-Jun also will hate the existence of Black Cat as a pagan witch. The normal Huang Ru-Jun is a faithful Catholic. She has to find the road for getting alone with herself and letting her true self get alone with her.

    The road is so thorny for Black Cat, but she doesn't complain. After all, it's her dearest self.