129 Ayase: From Aragaki To Oumae

About Ayase the White Exorcist, please read:
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/rival-as-best-friend-ayase-one-of-witch.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/06/016-keeper-of-ayases-faith-about-ayase.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/12/110-maintenance-day-about-ayase-white.html
About Ayase's mother and the Oumae family, please read:
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2016/12/018a-oumae-ichimu-ayases-ideal.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2016/12/018b-oumae-ichimu-ayases-ideal.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2016/12/018c-oumae-ichimu-ayases-ideal.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2016/12/018d-oumae-ichimu-ayases-ideal.html
About Black Cat and the Huang family, please read:
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/the-wonderful-island-where-tales-began.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/black-cats-legendary-mother-black-cats.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/the-filthiest-holy-lady-and-her.html

    Ayase is a faithful Catholic exorcist. Because of the miracle of her "blessed legs", she also is viewed as a holy girl in her church. She is the paragon of being a good Christian. Ayase also has her wonderful mother, Aragaki Ichimu-- of course, Ayase doesn't know the other side of her mother, "Oumae Ichimu". Ichimu always plays the role of being Aragaki Ichimu perfectly because she is really the Aragaki Ichimu in front of Ayase and her father, though the Aragaki one is actually operated by the Oumae one. For Ayase, "Oumae Ichimu" only means her mother's original before married her father Hiroshi. On the other hand, the Oumae Family hasn't ask Ichimu to interfere in Ayase's supernatural and spiritual development since her birth. For Ayase, everything goes very well, the hidden fact doesn't influence her at any rate.

    However, things always will go changing...
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= one night, in the house of the Oumae family =

    It seems that a young girl is talking with a mature woman. Let's label them with "Y" and "M".

Y: "Well, I am an Oumae now. The Oumae family is such unimaginable. How can it hide so many evil secrets? If I were previous me, I would terminate this family with a broken heart."

M: "You can't. Half of you belongs to the Oumae family, the previous you just pretended that that fact doesn't exist. Ironically, she even denied that I, her mother came from the Oumae family, and now you're here."

Y: "Haha, that's ridiculous. By the way, although you are my mother, I don't view you as my mother since I was 'activated'. Is this ordinary for Oumae family members?"

 M: "Yeah, it's ordinary. When we are Aragaki, you're my beloved daughter, and I am your dearest mother. However, here except we belong to the same family, there's no more relations between you and me. 'Mother' and 'daughter' are meaningless words for the Oumae family."

Y: "That's right, you have spoken out my subtle feeling. I got no special affections for you. So we are all owned by the Oumae family?"

M: "More precisely, our body parts are owned by the Oumae family. So, despite your body parts were manufactured by my parts, that doesn't mean I must be your mother. For example, if my parts are assigned to you one day, they will form you. Everyone is a temporary configuration of a set of Oumae's body parts here."

Y: "I got it. However, I still feel that I have something which is different with yours..."

M: "Exactly. There are two ways for the Oumae family to increase it's inventory of family members and body parts. One is letting a family member mate another one for keeping the child's blood pure. I am such a 'pure Oumae'. The second way is making a member to marry an 'outside one' whom holds the blood with potential. The Oumae family also tries to hunt rare and powerful bloods. We can control those bloods through our blood. Those children are so-called 'doped Oumae'. You are one of them."

Y: "That's why I feel that myself isn't just a configuration of Oumae's body parts, I am a whole one to me. Well, I still can lend some of my parts to you."

M: "Every doped Oumae is special since they are doped with different bloods. Do you like the new identity of you, Ayase?"

Y: "I guess the answer is yes. I never image that I can observe my own body in this way, not to mention that my body is dismantled and dissolved by you. Ichimu, I shall say thank you to you."

M: "You're welcome. It's really a special experience. We dismantle your body for converting it into Oumae's. You can access your body parts, but right now you still can't access your heart. It's isolated for reconstruction. The base cup attched to your neck actually provides simulating emotions for you to act."

Y: "That's fine. One thing comes to my mind. I am Oumae(黃前) Ayase here, and Black Cat's real name is Huang(黃) Ru-Jun. Our surnames are somehow similar, and both of us have some complex negative affections about our surnames, interesting."

M: "It's not just a coincidence. Black Cat is your most important friend, and her surname comes from her maternal grandmother, Huang Chun-Xiang. Though Black Cat loves and admires her great maternal grandmother, she doesn't like the Huang family which her maternal grandmother came from. Our creator, Amakusa Shiro (天草 四郎), had the surreal spiritual relation with that Huang family. He could be regarded as the Japanese version of that Huang."

Y: "Wow, so I am also a Huang in some meaning! Such that Black Cat can be regarded as my sister. You really make me feel enthusiastic."

M: "In fact, you shall get excited more. Notice that the second character of Amakusa Shiro's surname is 'Kusa'(草, grass), and a Chinese proverb says 'the head of Huang is grass'(草頭黃). So, the surname of our family, Oumae(黃前) means 'being ahead of Huang'. Oumae shall be the essence of the Huang. Just image, you're the head of Black Cat, Oumae Ayase is the head of Huang Ru-Jun, similar to 'Christ is the head of every man, and the man is the head of a woman'."

Y: "Amazing! You just can't excite me more before I get my real heart back!"

M: "Your body is almost prepared for you to come back. Being a whole Oumae Ayase and feel the brand-new you. Later you and me will come back to the Aragaki family, we will be turned back to be our previous selves. See you."

Y: "Wait, a last request. When I has been fully reassembled, let me hug you, the entire you. I want to experience the feeling of having you, Oumae Ichimu as my mother when I become Oumae Ayase at once. Once is enough."

M: "Fine, I promise you, my daughter."(smiling)
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= next early morning, in Ayase's bedroom =

    Ayase is awaking from a nightmare. She finds that her heart is aching. The feeling is like that she has been rebelled by something, or she has rebelled something. That surprises Ayase since she is such a faithful Christian and has nothing to do with the word 'rebel'. Having a decent father, a wonderful mother, a warm church, a special and awesome friend, and being loved by the God, she shall be the one who is immersed in happiness, where is her innermost agony came from? Why does herself become so unfamiliar to her? Teardrops? I shall smile, but what's up with those teardrops on my cheeks? Am I crying? WHY?

    For Ayase, this night is way too long.