128 Departure Of Life
About Li Mei-Xian, witch Black Cat's mother, please read:http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/black-cats-legendary-mother-black-cats.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/the-filthiest-holy-lady-and-her.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/009-freedom-with-internal-conflict.html
Today, let's back to twenty years ago. We will talk about the day which Mei-Xian decided to reorganize her ego.
When Mei-Xian was still Mei-Ling, she looked very pure and perfect. As the most glorious Taoist from the Li family, everyone viewed Mei-Ling as a flawless lady. However, Mei-Ling was the one who understood herself the best. She wasn't flawless; she just pretended to be flawless, and she was totally stuck because of it. Mei-Ling knew that if she couldn't liberate her ego from the fake image of herself which she hoped herself to be, she couldn't reach the Way. She would be locked up inside the illusion of the perfect girl forever.
Hundreds of years had passed by, Mei-Ling wanted to change the situation. For liberating her ego, she had to experience lots of emotions and affections which her nature as a woman endowed her with. Yes, a woman. A woman may fall in love with a man. For the sake, Mei-Ling made herself to date a frivolous wizard. The guy was not a Taoist, not moral, and very handsome. A good one for Mei-Ling to break all constraints of herself, isn't it right?
Gradually, Mei-Ling found that she was changed by the wizard. She really loved the guy, but he didn't love Mei-Ling that much because Mei-Ling still hadn't made him feel that Mei-Ling was sexy. He was actually an erotic guy. Mei-Ling also realized that. She wanted to bind the wizard's heart by showing him how sexy she truly was, and she also wanted to free the nature of her body. Mei-Ling decided to have sex with the guy.
That night, Mei-Ling was waiting the wizard. She turned the Taoistic Tai-Chi magical circle cast on her neck cross-section to the "X" position to unlock her ego from being a pure and perfect girl, then she rewrote the operating rules in her heart. Her desires were totally unleashed, and her elegant clothes were dissipated. When her body was naked, a pair of sexy high-heeled sandals were formed on her feet. She had prepared herself for him.
It was a sad moment. Mei-Ling broke herself, the innocent Taoist girl, and reformed her to be a woman. No more sacred, no more pure, and no more perfect. The standstill of Mei-Ling's flawless life would be demolished, and she would depart from the ash of her old ego.
Goodbye, the old me. Mei-Ling turned back for not seeing her altered disgusting and poor self. She was smiling with tears.
Thank you very much, really.
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