194(d) Two Witches And To Selves

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    For those two witches, or two girls Huang Ru-Jun and Huang Ling-Lai, their selves are very complicated and somehow unstable. Sometimes they have to face their own selves in weird ways.

=Take Off=

    The truth of witch Black Cat is normal girl Huang Ru-Jun, not mighty, not smart, not delicate and not elegant. She's so ordinary such that she covered herself with Black Cat, a super witch.

    However, Black Cat still has to face her truth when alone. She takes off those properties which make her be Black Cat- delicate legs with demure long stockings and graceful mary-jane shoes, slim body with gorgeous lolita dress, and so on.

    She makes her conceptual being back to a "nulled" framework, and she realizes that her Huang is still in the position of her deepest self. Black Cat reaches out her hand to touch her Huang, but she can't grab it. She can cover her Huang with anything that makes her to be Black Cat, but her Huang is still there.

    Black Cat rises up her head, then she surveys every aspect of her truth, Huang Ru-Jun. She doesn't really like this version of her. Fortunately, now she has another one whom will accept and like all aspects of her without reservation, no matter Black Cat or Huang Ru-Jun.

    It's happiness that you can give any bit of you to another one without any worry, Black Cat thinks.

=Ripped Off=

    Ayase had made her original body parts to be transferred to Black Cat to get reassembled into witch White Dove's body, and that body belongs to the hypothetical Hunag family which consists of Huang Ru-Jun and Huang Ling-Lai. However, the Oumae family still holds the ultimate ownership of those parts. That is, a half of the hypothetical Huang family was built on elements which belong to the Oumae family. In such a way, the Oumae family can establish abstract relation with the mighty witch Black Cat and access her. That's the reason of that Ayase convinced the will of the Oumae family to give her original parts to the hypothetical Huang family even that Huang family didn't exist before it acquired Ayase's body parts.

    Since those body parts still belong to the Oumae family, the Oumae family has the right to dominate them. The Oumae family carries out remote condition-check and maintenance on those parts routinely. In such a case, White Dove's body will get disintegrated automatically because of instructions from the Oumae family.

Witch White Dove (and Huang Ling-Lai) doesn't belong to the Oumae family, but things which make up her body do. Felling her parts getting reset and rearranged by the power of the Oumae family, Huang Ling-Lai has a bad emotion. Her body serves her as a member of the hypothetical Hunag family, but her body parts serve the Oumae family and can adjust her body including heart and brain for specific purpose made by the will of Oumae family.

Uncomfortable, really uncomfortable. It's not a big matter since "current Oumae Ayase" will listen to Huang Ling-Lai's wish, but it still makes her feel that she isn't loyal to Black Cat enough.

The process keeps going on, and White Dove keeps thinking what is her self.

==To Be Continued==