621 Self Avoidance

About pseudo fairies, please read:
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/06/207-this-is-not-me-kirinrin-has-unique.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/06/602-another-form-of-pseudo-fairies.html

    Mirai is tender girl with a soft heart, but she likes to pretend that she's a tomboy. When she knew the trick of being a pseudo fairy, she shaped her fairy image as a handsome girl. She made friends through playing MMORPG, and she let her fairy form meet her partners. She really had an enjoyable time.

    Later, she fell in love with one of her friends. Her fairy form became his best buddy, and they viewed each other as a brother. However, Mirai wasn't satisfied with the situation. She just wanted to have a romantic date with him as a girl.

    Finally a chance came to Mirai. They talked about their real identities, and Mirai told the guy that she actually is a girl. The guy was so curious about the true Mirai. They were going to have a lunch together.

    In the morning, Mirai tried her best to make up herself. She wore the prettiest suit she had and bought her feet a fine pair of high heels. When Mirai arrived the restaurant, she decided to get away from her own body in the fairy form for final checking.

    However, when Mirai saw her entire body, she lost her confidence. This isn't a body in a perfect figure. Too fat, way too fat.

    Mirai felt so depressed. Doesn't she deserve to be loved? Yes, perhaps the boy doesn't mind her real fat body, but Mirai even couldn't image that her true fat self walking together with the boy side by side or, being hugged by him.

    Mirai realized that she never really like her own self, but she couldn't avoid it. This time, she should face up to her unwanted self, and make up with it.

   Before being loved, you shall love yourself first. Time for Mirai to submit her reality to the one she loves. Go!