130e Mother And Daughter, Yellow Versus Black Part E

First episode:
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2017/06/130a-mother-and-daughter-yellow-versus.html
Previous episode:
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2017/07/130d-mother-and-daughter-yellow-versus.html

    Inside Mei-Xian's Huang, Black Cat keeps on exploring. She changes the scene and reforms Xian-Mei again with another set of Xian-Mei's elements. This time the formed Xian-Mei is vainglorious and extravagant. She looks like a fashion model.

    "Well, she will rather be eye candy for everyone than be a plain mother for her girl..." Black Cat is thinking, "Wow! What's up... Oh, oh my..." Suddenly, Black Cat feels that something is being extracted from her. "That... that's... impossible, how can that be! No! Stop!!" Black Cat shouts.

    Ruined pieces of a girl appear in front of Black Cat. That girl, Black Cat knows her, despite she wants to hide her forever. The girl is "real" Huang Ru-Jun, a chubby, short, slow and insensitive ordinary girl without any supernatural power. She comes from the would which Black Cat doesn't exist (http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2015/05/113c-disappearance-of-black-cat-iii.html). Without her, Black Cat is just a ghost.

    However, despite Black Cat doesn't like her true identity as Huang Ru-Jun, she even dislikes the real Huang Ru-Jun more. Normally the familiar Huang Ru-Jun just represents Black Cat's true name and shows another side of her (soft and religious), this Ru-Jun is still beautiful and graceful. However, without the effect of modification from Black Cat's existence, the real Huang Ru-Jun makes Black Cat disdain her true self. Her puffy limbs, her hollow mind, her wide face, oh, and the most disgraceful thing, her fatty torso, are they mine? Is she me? Really?

    Xian-Mei induces the pieced real Huang Ru-Jun to come out from Black Cat whom was discarded and placed in frozen waste of Black Cat's internal world. For Black Cat, real Huang Ru-Jun's figure is something like a useless and troublesome robot. However, Xian-Mei treasures each part of that Ru-Jun, touches them gently and hugs them gently. Later, when she walks to the ruined torso, she kisses it with love.

    "Ah--" Black Cat gets embarrassed. The real Ru-Jun is her weakness such that she junked the real Ru-Jun and threw her pieces into the deepest place in mind. However, vainglorious Xian-Mei unexpectedly digs the real Ru-Jun out of her, and moreover, she loves those junked pieces so much. Xian-Mei is really a mother! She can accept and embrace her daughter's shame without any hesitation!

    Tick, tick, tick. The real Huang Ru-Jun's rusted heart miraculously starts to operate again. The abandoned headless and limbless torso gets energized by Xian-Mei's love, and a current comes out from severed wires of the broken neck. The love is also transmitted to Black Cat spontaneously through real Ru-Jun's pieces. Black Cat feels that her heart is synchronized with real Ru-Jun's junked heart, or you can say they are just the same one heart.

    Black Cat cries, she cries out loudly. She feels sorry about Huang Xian-Mei because she ever planed to terminate Mei-Xian's Huang for fulfilling her own perfectness. "How selfish I am!" Black Cat thinks.

    Those dead pieces of real Huang Ru-Jun are agitated by Xian-Mei's love. They try to get themselves together and assemble themselves into a whole. The figure of "real" Huang Ru-Jun is standing in front of Black Cat. This is first time for Black Cat to face her unwanted true self directly and frankly. She reach out her hands to her true self, or her true self lets her to do so. They hand each other's hands. "Forgive me, my real self," Black Cat murmurs, "I am the one whom shall be blamed, I know. Let's decide the final Mei-Xian who will be sent back to the real world together."

    So, Black Cat stays in her fantastic reality, and the real Ru-Jun stands on the ground of her original "real" world. Between them, there's a channel. The proper Li Mei-Xian is being formed for both of them. This conceptual Mei-Xian is sent to outside world from the internal of assembly of Mei-Xian's part (https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgRiaTu0Olm8sOEPZLePjyagYVDSdXilxCa6Wt7yrxs6qKfMvv8XprsqHEqKn8mfmwkqwxd2RT5h9UXACPh2bHs7ER5B16Dr9OWoFCD97sdZ6RTI8o6B2k2kbHn4gIrql5zHCTVXQJs_kA/s1600/BlackYellow03b.png) and combined with the assembly.

    "Thank you, my girl. I love you."
    "Mom...><"

    Our Mei-Xian comes back again, though a bit different with the original one. She is Li Mei-Xian, but she keeps her Huang by leaving Huang Xian-Mei's symbol on her feet. She is the most great and elegant Taoist, but she also can be an earthy woman and an ordinary mother at the same time.
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    However, Mei-Xian finally doesn't keep her Huang. Jin Chyo-Yue, who was born from the reformation of Mei-Xian's mother Huang Chun-Xiang, carries Mei-Xian's Huang away together with Black Cat's Huang (http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2016/08/017a-jin-chyo-yue-rebirth-of-reformed.html). Mei-Xian and Black Cat even don't sense what's happened because the whole reality has been altered. Chyo-Yue takes their Huang away because their Huang can be regarded as the karma from the ancient Taoist Huang family, Chyo-Yue wants to bear that alone for her daughter's and granddaughter's sake.

    Mei-Xian gets "purified". She is still Huang Chun-Xian's daughter, but the character Huang now just is a normal surname for her. She is thoroughly a Li and can't do anything about Huang. Although she is totally a legendary elegant Taoist, she feels somehow empty.

    No pain, no gain. Mei-Xian actually has lost something which can provide her a way for enjoying the process of struggling in one aspect, and she even can't figure it out.

-THE END-