118 The Unwanted Mother
About Li Mei-Xian, witch Black Cat's mother, please read:http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/black-cats-legendary-mother-black-cats.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/the-filthiest-holy-lady-and-her.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/009-freedom-with-internal-conflict.html
After the event of being manipulated by Feng Yi-De (http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2015_01_01_archive.html), Mei-Xian found the new aspect of her self. She tried many times on exploring the Huang Xian-Mei side of her ego. The process was totally controlled under Mei-Xian's expectation, such that even she transformed herself to be Huang Xian-Mei, her heart would be manipulated to bring Mei-Xian back by programmed magic. In such way, Mei-Xian dug out more and more properties of herself, and she realized that Huang Xian-Mei didn't feel comfortable with just being the object for exploring and testing when Mei-Xian became Huang Xian-Mei. However, since they are really the same one, Mei-Xian didn't consider it as a matter. To Mei-Xian, Huang Xian-Mei is the software which run on her ego, she "operated" Huang Xian-Mei as her robot which built on her existence.
However, Huang Xian-Mei isn't just additional mode of Mei-Xian. Half of Mei-Xian came from the Huang's, and Huang Xian-Mei stands for it. Besides, Huang Xian-Mei also represents those earthly emotions and desires hidden behind the face of Mei-Xian, the greatest Taoist. Huang Xian-Mei has never truly been forzen even when Mei-Xian doesn't activate her.
One day, Mei-Xian recalled the memories about her ex-husband occasionally. She remembered that her handsome ex-husband loved every part of her crazily before he became a Catholic, especially her neck, shoulders, and feet.
Yeah, feet. Her ex-husband liked to put heeled slide sandals on her feet, even though Mei-Xian disliked that type of shoes the most. He would observe Mei-Xian's toes while they slid into those sandals. Mei-Xian didn't want to pleasure her man with her body parts, but her ex-husband told her that beautiful body parts make up the significant component of the attraction of a woman for her lover. As a Taoist, Mei-Xian accepted everything she experienced.
Mei-Xian recalled the feeling that her feet with heeled slide sandals were fondled and tasted by her ex-husband. Suddenly a ripple arose in her heart, she felt something was going to come out from her. Yes, herself wanted her to be a woman, a charming woman, a woman that was belittled by her deep mind again. Mei-Xian's self wanted her to go to her Huang's part, to be Huang Xian-Mei.
Feng Yi-De's curse which remained on Mei-Xian's existence was activated by the flash emotion. The curse helped to separate Mei-Xian's mind and heart, then Mei-Xian's affected heart made her hand to try to pull Mei-Xian's head away to isolate Mei-Xian's mind.
Witch Black Cat felt that something wrong with her mother. She went to her mother as soon as possible. However, it was too late. The transformation was almost completed. Mei-Xian's head was separated, and her mind was being restructured; her desires and emotions came out from her main body and crystallized upon her neck; Feng's curse formed a fairy figure and directed Mei-Xian's body to become Huang Xian-Mei, and hot pants and heeled slide sandals came back to Mei-Xian's lower half.
"Oh no! What is the horrible thing happened to you, mother? You are likely not the graceful Mei-Xian anymore!" Black Cat asked in fear.
"Hello, my dear daughter. You are right, I think I shall be Huang Xian-Mei now, though I still have Mei-Xian's mind." The floating head answered with a smile.
"Huang Xian-Mei...!? The tacky woman that you was forced to transform to last time? Why? Put that woman away and give my elegant mother back, I don't want you to be her!" Black Cat yelled.
"Wow, clam down," the headless body grabbed the smiling head and attached it on the neck. The completed woman screwed her head into her body, then she looked at Black Cat and said, "That woman? I am also your mother, Black Cat. Or shall I call you Huang Ru-Jun? Hello, my daughter, I am Huang Xian-Mei, heehee."
When Huang Xian-Mei spoke out the name "Huang Ru-Jun", Black Cat's terrible memory was brought back (http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2015/04/113a-disappearance-of-black-cat-i-about.html). She knew that her identity right now is just the cover of true self; if there is no the legendary Mei-Xian, there is no Black Cat, too. There will just exist the normal girl Huang Ru-Jun (http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2015/05/113b-disappearance-of-black-cat-ii.html). Black Cat is Huang Ru-Jun, too, but she is "modified" Huang Ru-Jun. Huang Xian-Mei corresponds to the original Huang Ru-Jun. Black Cat felt disgusted about it.
"It seems that you have gotten the point. I still have to remind you, I am not created, I exist from the beginning alone with Li Mei-Xian. Because I was still a woman, I married your father and got pregnant, thus there were you. And don't forget, it was your respectable mother Mei-Xian that named you as Huang Ru-Jun. Do you still consider me as the unwanted property of your mother?"
"I... I... But You are tacky, not deserve to be another side of Mei-Xian..." Black Cat cried.
"Ouch, who is tacky? I am pretty, charming, and sexy! Understand? Accept the fact, okay? Oh, wait, I get an idea..."
"Wha...what?"
"This is the part of me that you dislike the most, right?" Huang Xian-Mei detached her left leg, and sent it in front of Black Cat.
"You see, it's my leg with the sandal which you regard it as a tacky one. It's also Mei-Xian's leg, take and accept it."
"How disgusting!"
"Well, whatever, this form of my legs related to the true you the most. It carries out the existence of Huang Ru-Jun because of my ex-husband, your father. You can see your true self through this leg, have you seen?"
"No! No way! Stop talking about it! Stop torturing my heart! And... stop making my identity vulnerable...wuuu..." Black Cat cried.
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When Black Cat woke up, she found that her head was laid on Mei-Xian's thighs. She stood up quickly and was embarrassed. She looked at Mei-Xian's feet-- they still wore elegant shoes.
"Dear, what happens to you?"
"Oh, well. Are you my mother Li Mei-Xian, or Huang Xian-Mei?"
"What a strange question, surely I am Mei-Xian. Oh, Huang Xian-Mei, I was transformed to be her during that event. Do you miss her?"
"No! Of course not. I have something to do, bye." Black Cat left with an eased face.
I love it!! <3 <3 <3
回覆刪除I'm glad that you love it :D
刪除Fascinating story!
回覆刪除Hehe, thank you ;)
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Mei-Xian, let me help to assemble your leg onto you, please~