193a Ayase's Black Cat (a)
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/the-wonderful-island-where-tales-began.html
This story follows up "164 Vipassana":
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/05/164-vipassana-witch-black-cat.html
And "167 Integration":
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/167-integration-witch-black-cat.html
And "188 Exposed Huang Ru-Jun":
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2021/06/blog-post.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/08/168-ayase-mei-xian-i-see-you-this-story.html
Black Cat feels that it becomes harder and harder for her to handle her own self. She tries to reintegrate herself as Black Cat with existence of her "fully-true" self as Huang Ru-Jun comes from another reality with no magical things and miracles again and again, but recently she almost can't find the way to fix herself. Black Cat takes her body apart and enchants each part carefully for inspecting the problem; however, she only gets her parts being in the "inferior" state as return.
Black Cat sighs, she becomes totally inconsistent with herself. She doesn't know what is happening to her mother, Mei-Xian, which makes Black Cat's existence get affected fiercely and unstable. She bears her inner chaos and feels the loneliness of that no space for her to exist harmoniously.
---MEANWHILE---
In the corner, there are Mei-Xian's disintegrated body parts which are all in "Oumaelized" state. In fact, they even can't be counted as parts of Ou Mei-Xian-- as Oumae's possessions, all of them had been reset and sorted to be parts of Ayase. The existence of Mei-Xian got suspended because there are no body parts assigned to Mei-Xian by the Oumae family right now.
It was not that Ayase wanted to rob Mei-Xain's part. In fact, Mei-Xian was just the one who implied Ayase to do this. Oumae Ayase is the de facto queen of Oumae family which considered itself as Catholic, and another version of Ayase, Aragaki Ayase is an acolyte/exorcist from the regular Catholic church. Ayase is very religious whatever in which side and keeps a hostile attitude toward non-Catholic supernatural beings. However, she is also a very good friend of Black Cat, a mighty witch.
Ayase always thinks that it's her duty to pull her best friend out of filthy surreal power to be Huang Ru-Jun, a Catholic girl. But she actually likes her friend, the witch Black Cat very much. You even can say that if Black Cat was not a witch, Ayase would keep much less emotions on her. That internal inconsistency drives Ayase in to a mess. She doesn't know how to deal with her chaotic heart.
Occasionally, Black Cat has been in a trouble with herself, and Ayase hopes that she can help Black Cat. She consults Mei-Xian about that without words, and she gets an idea from Mei-Xian.
Mei-Xian lets Ayase "absorb" Mei-Xian's parts into Ayase through the Oumae family, then Ayase transfers the religionary properties which belong to Aragaki Ayase's body parts to Mei-Xian's parts. For example, now the original Mei-Xian's legs (Ayase's new legs) take the place of being blessed legs, the Sacred Sword and Holy Crosier. Original Mei-Xian's head also becomes Ayase's head and bears her angelic belief. Since Mei-Xian's head and legs are Taoistic, the heresy effect tortures them a lot. Mei-Xian's torso has already got to be converted into Catholic because of the sacrificial ceremony which her ex-husband imposed on it (https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2014/05/black-cats-legendary-mother-black-cats.html), so it can be turned into Ayase's torso smoothly and becomes the conceptual core to carry out operating the Oumae family with its mighty power. It can be said that Mei-Xian's parts help Ayase on sharing her roles of both Aragaki and Oumae sides.
Ayase leaves her Aragaki and Oumae to the set of original Mei-Xian's parts and makes her original parts to be pale. She lets "the new Ayase" (built on original Mei-Xian's parts) reset those pale parts and assign new tasks to them. Then those parts get reassembled into one, and it operates the personality of "the normal girl" Ayase for pretending to be not a member of the Oumae family (like Aragaki Ichimu's cause). In fact, this one isn't in the place of being Ayase to the Oumae family.
Because of the assigned task, the "pale" Ayase doesn't to be operated as a Catholic one. She gets her freedom to behave as whom she likes to be. She "wishes" the "true" Ayase to give her the order, and she can do what she wishes herself to do. Now she can be sent by the "true Oumae Ayase" to help her best friend.
The pale Ayase opens her body to check conditions of her core, it works smoothly without cross inside though it's made up of Catholic entities. When she is going to walk out of the Oumae family, she turns her head and gazes on those original Mei-Xian's parts.
"Thank you very much, Mei-Xian as Ayase. It's Ayase's amazing luck to have you in Oumae family. Now I will go to your dearest daughter's side, see you." Ayase thinks.
==To Be Continued==
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