193c Ayase's Black Cat (c)

The first episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2022/03/ayases-black-cat-witch-black-cat.html
Previous episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2022/03/ayases-black-cat-b-first-episode.html

    Ayase has successfully made herself to be witch, she is capable of helping Black Cat to resolve the unharmonious situation of her existence. Black Cat has an inferior feeling of her real being as Huang Ru-Jun, and the property of faithful Huang Ru-Jun can't accept Black Cat as a witch ( https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2017/10/135-mixture-witch-black-cat.html  , https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2018/10/153-can-you-fix-me-about-witch-black.html ). Black Cat had tried to take a more balancing position for existing between both versions (actually, three) of her, but when the Oumae(黄前) family began to infiltrate Mei-Xian's Huang(黃) through Ou(黄) ( https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/01/155b-from-huang-to-ou-ii-previous.html ), the Oumaelization of Mei-Xian disturbed the balance a lot. She even had confused her Huang with Ou at once ( https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/01/156-yutaka-cat-witch-black-cat.html ).  It becomes way too hard for Black Cat to keep herself in a steady state. Fortunately, Ayase comes to her.

    Ayase tries to interfere in the operations and relations among Black Cat's parts (in the form of Huang Ru-Jun) with her own parts. Those Black Cat's "Ru-Jun" legs are still chubby, but Ayase lets her own fashionable feet resonate with Black Cat's feet for replacing sloopy Ru-Jun sandals with much more chic high-heeled pumps. With feet getting covered by formal shoes, Black Cat feels her legs have became more demure for fitting her assumed properties better. Her shoddy "Ru-Jun" torso also gets Ayase's head to be installed on it. From Ayase's heart, Ayase's affections and thoughts on Black Cat are sending into Black Cat's core directly through Ayase's head. This combination forma a new one, and this one enjoys the subtle emotions of that Black Cat is so admired by Ayase no matter she is in Ru-Jun form or not. Moreover, Black Cat doesn't like her Ru-Jun form and Ru-Jun has negative attitudes toward witches like Black Cat, but both of them can't hate Ayase, and now Ayase's part becomes a part of the new one. The new one has to love herself. In such a way, Black Cat and Ru-Jun get united gradually with Ayase.

    The conceptual existence of Black Cat watches everything happening to her, she has the most complex feeling mixed up with embarrassment, warmness and getting touched. Ayase's headless body is standing aside-- what a wonderful body it is. Compared to Black Cat's Ru-Jun body, if Ayase's body is a butterfly, then Black Cat's is just a moth, similar but inferior in every aspect. However, that butterfly doesn't look down the moth at any a bit. Ayase gives out all of her to Black Cat without reservation. Black Cat feels just like Ayase's headless body also belongs to her. "Ah..." Just being stricken by the thought at the moment, Black Cat finds that her Ru-Jun head is on Ayase's hands. Ayase's headless body is trying to make connection with Black Cat's head automatically. When Black Cat's head is getting attached onto Ayase's body, it timidly reaches out to Ayase's core and another new one gets built.

    Nothing can be compared with such a moment. Black Cat feels just like her mind is getting fused with Ayase's mind, and her heart can't be distinguished from Ayase's heart. She owns Ayase as well as Ayase also owns her. If she got pieced, Ayase would be the solder used to weld her broken pieces into a unified whole.

    Finally, Black Cat's existence has been repaired. They get themselves separated and back to be Black Cat and Ayase again. However, their existences can't be separated. They have already entangled with each other firmly. Black lifts her head up and looks at Ayase's face, than she sees that Ayase is smiling tenderly at her. Black Cat tilts down her head rapidly. Her cheeks becomes red like burned.

---EPILOGUE---

    This Ayase tells Black Cat that she actually can't be counted as Ayase, whatever Aragaki Ayase or Oumae Ayase. In that case, she wants a new name. For her first name, she chooses Ling-Lai, the Chinese pronunciation of 綾瀨 instead of Ayase (綾瀨 in Japanese). Since Black Cat has the complex about being Huang, Ling-Lai also picks Huang as her surname fo being a Huang together with Black Cat. As a witch, she designs her title as witch White Dove. All things get done.

"Ayase."
"Call me Ling-Lai, Huang Ling-Lai, my dear Ru-Jun."
"Okay, Ling-Lai. I say... Well, have you ever been regretful about this?"
"Be regretful about what?"
"About...about... Hey, you just know it!"
"If you mentioned what I had done to put me into you, that's my fortune to have such a chance to enjoy both of our lives together. I do appreciate it. Regret? Not even possible, okay?"
"...Thank you, Aya... Ling-Lai. Heehee, Ling-Lai, Huang Ling-Lai. I never expected that one day you will be a Huang with me."
"Not just that. I also can turn myself to be a witch together with you. See, I am White Dove the witch, and you can embody yourself as Black Cat the witch. It's show time! Ta-dah!"
"Well... However, unlike me, you still can embody yourself on the better physical figure, White Dove. I somehow envy you."
"Can I consider that as flirting, Black Cat? You already know that I belong to you, and your chubby and short physical figure is very cute to me. O<"
"Aww~~ What a... You tease me, you fool! ><"

==THE END==

 193b Ayase's Black Cat (b)

The first episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2022/03/ayases-black-cat-witch-black-cat.html

    While Black Cat is continuing her struggle for fixing herself, the doorbell rings. It's that Ayase comes to visit her. They begin to talk about their recent situations. Ayase knows about Black Cat's predicament, and she suggests to show her something. Ayase stands in front of Black Cat, then she enchants herself. "Dong dong! Look at me! Here comes the magical girl Ayase!"

    Black Cat gets totally stupefied. She is so astonished because she doesn't know what Ayase is going to do, and why Ayase can enchant herself with magic since she is such a faithful Christian. Ayase explains everything to Black Cat. Technically she isn't that Christian Ayase-- that Ayase still stays in the Oumae main house and she is composed of original Mei-Xian's parts right now. This Ayase is the phenomenon emerges from rebuilt virtual links between "cleaned-up" original Ayase's parts. Though those parts are still owned by the Oumae family and controlled by that true Ayase (but she can "manipulate" that true Ayase by wishing to control her in the way she wants), that Ayase can set them to "turn off" their Christianity to reassemble them into a non-Christian one for the task.

    "My mother is...!! Alas, well, put that aside first. Anyway, what can happen to her is that she lets things happen to her. The Oumae family could stole my mother because she wanted to try that, I know. However, how badly I go affected, do you know? Besides, what's the task?" Black Cat asks.

    "I apologize to you in place of the Oumae family. The task is drawing the super witch Black Cat to the Oumae's side. That's that Ayase let herself think so for complying with the Oumae's dogma. But actually this Ayase as me doesn't care even a little bit of that purpose with permission from that Ayase. I just want to make you happy and share happiness generated from us with you." Ayase says.

    "I've got it. A little heart-warming and a bit scaring, haha. So, what do you plan to do?" Black asks again.

    "You see. I let my right hand to cask the Mechanizing spell at myself such that the internal setting of me have been materialized. I created this skill because of the edification sensed from Mei-Xian's awesome parts. Her knowledge and mindpower is such a treasure! Now you can view me as a conceptual robot, and I will set this robot to be owned by you so you can alter any attributes of my parts. I give me as a gift to you, will you accept it? Then I want you to help me to witchlize ( https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2014/06/207-witchization-for-black-cat-becoming.html ) me and teach me witchcrafts. I want to become a witch like you." Ayase replies.

    Ayase tells Black Cat it seems that Aragaki Ayase didn't like Black Cat to be a witch because of her religion belief, and she usually pushed Black Cat back to Huang Ru-Jun (Black Cat in the state with her true name, as graceful as Black Cat with strong Christian belief, not that Huang Ru-Jun from the reality without magic) by manipulating the Christianity inside Black Cat which was inherited from Mei-Xian's condemned torso ( https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2014/05/009-freedom-with-internal-conflict.html ) with the same religion belief. Every time when she promoted Black Cat to be turned into Huang Ru-Jun successfully, she felt so moved. Aragaki Ayase gave converted Huang Ru-Jun a nickname: Pure White Cat. She would hold  Pure White Cat's hand and bring her to the church.

    However, in the deepest place of Aragaki Ayase's heart, she also admired Black Cat as the most graceful and unrestrained witch. Despite it's a taboo, Aragaki Ayase ever imaged herself as a witch like Black Cat. She always felt that she was sinful to have such a thought, but she couldn't wipe it out of her mind.

    As time went by, Ayase has experienced too much things. She finds that it's meaningless for her to pursue the pureness and perfectness of herself as the original Aragaki Ayase she ever acknowledged. Now she wants to try more things. Since her best friend is in trouble, she creates the way for liberating Ayase's parts from the Oumae family to form another Ayase for accompanying her friend.

    "Ayase... Oh my, foolish, you're so foolish... but, I am so glad..." Black Cat sobs.

---AS TIME GOES BY---

    Black Cat has completed the resetting of Ayase's parts. She directs Ayase to witchlize her own body, then she teaches Ayase how to be a witch. Ayase has talent on it. They practice witchcraft together. One of those marvelous skills is covering yourself with another version of you, like Black Cat on Huang Ru-Jun. You have to construct another you that you want you to be, and realize this conceptual you on your existed parts, then integrate them into the new you.

    Ayase learns the skill perfectly, she even can carry out it in more advanced way: switch the state of her parts. She can embody her real parts in her virtual version.

    For example, Ayase embodies her real legs on the virtual her. She's enjoying the subtle feeling of the change to her brought by real legs. She also casts spell on legs token off from her virtual figure. She is considering of creating her own version of Alisa and Siren ( https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEirZ26_ztJa7HsOfjZ7WZ_r0didCg4IlQAV4uuKs_nf2_occLiwUrrkO6xH4SgpSAYBLXL0xuuC9F_0TIE0Jial98oG1zuFVg4PSELbIwDOPF5w1nFP16iaLc1lPkMl8VgjypjW3De9NWg/s1600/Witch01.png ). Everything is so wonderful to Ayase of being a witch.

    On the other hand, while teaching Ayase the witchcraft, Black Cat is looking at the demonstration she made. She has called her real legs out, but she doesn't want to put them on to herself. She turns her gaze to Ayase's legs, they are pretty and delicate. She turns back to her own legs again, then she signs.

    "Ow~ Those legs are so cute~ >w<" Ayase senses Black Cat's emotion, she flies to Black Cat's real legs and embraces them. "Dear Black Cat, Ru-Jun leaves you such a sweet real you. I like both of you so much!" Ayase smiles.

"You--!! You fool!! A big fool!!! >-<" Black Cat gets surprised and shouts out.

==To Be Continued==

 193a Ayase's Black Cat (a)

Witch Black Cat:
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/the-wonderful-island-where-tales-began.html
This story follows up "164 Vipassana":
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/05/164-vipassana-witch-black-cat.html
And "167 Integration":
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/06/167-integration-witch-black-cat.html
And "188 Exposed Huang Ru-Jun":
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2021/06/blog-post.html

Ayase & Mei-Xian:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/08/168-ayase-mei-xian-i-see-you-this-story.html

https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2019/10/172a-ayase-mei-xian-self-battling-i.html

    Black Cat feels that it becomes harder and harder for her to handle her own self. She tries to reintegrate herself as Black Cat with existence of her "fully-true" self as Huang Ru-Jun comes from another reality with no magical things and miracles again and again, but recently she almost can't find the way to fix herself. Black Cat takes her body apart and enchants each part carefully for inspecting the problem; however, she only gets her parts being in the "inferior" state as return.

    Black Cat sighs, she becomes totally inconsistent with herself. She doesn't know what is happening to her mother, Mei-Xian, which makes Black Cat's existence get affected fiercely and unstable. She bears her inner chaos and feels the loneliness of that no space for her to exist harmoniously.

---MEANWHILE---

    Inside the Oumae main house, Ayase is looking at a dark corner. "Sorry, and ... thank you, Mei-Xian," Ayase says with a sorrowful face expression.

    In the corner, there are Mei-Xian's disintegrated body parts which are all in "Oumaelized" state. In fact, they even can't be counted as parts of Ou Mei-Xian-- as Oumae's possessions, all of them had been reset and sorted to be parts of Ayase. The existence of Mei-Xian got suspended because there are no body parts assigned to Mei-Xian by the Oumae family right now.

    It was not that Ayase wanted to rob Mei-Xain's part. In fact, Mei-Xian was just the one who implied Ayase to do this. Oumae Ayase is the de facto queen of Oumae family which considered itself as Catholic, and another version of Ayase, Aragaki Ayase is an acolyte/exorcist from the regular Catholic church. Ayase is very religious whatever in which side and keeps a hostile attitude toward non-Catholic supernatural beings. However, she is also a very good friend of Black Cat, a mighty witch.

    Ayase always thinks that it's her duty to pull her best friend out of filthy surreal power to be Huang Ru-Jun, a Catholic girl. But she actually likes her friend, the witch Black Cat very much. You even can say that if Black Cat was not a witch, Ayase would keep much less emotions on her. That internal inconsistency drives Ayase in to a mess. She doesn't know how to deal with her chaotic heart.

    Occasionally, Black Cat has been in a trouble with herself, and Ayase hopes that she can help Black Cat. She consults Mei-Xian about that without words, and she gets an idea from Mei-Xian.

    Mei-Xian lets Ayase "absorb" Mei-Xian's parts into Ayase through the Oumae family, then Ayase transfers the religionary properties which belong to Aragaki Ayase's body parts to Mei-Xian's parts. For example, now the original Mei-Xian's legs (Ayase's new legs) take the place of being blessed legs, the Sacred Sword and Holy Crosier. Original Mei-Xian's head also becomes Ayase's head and bears her angelic belief. Since Mei-Xian's head and legs are Taoistic, the heresy effect tortures them a lot. Mei-Xian's torso has already got to be converted into Catholic because of the sacrificial ceremony which her ex-husband imposed on it (https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2014/05/black-cats-legendary-mother-black-cats.html), so it can be turned into Ayase's torso smoothly and becomes the conceptual core to carry out operating the Oumae family with its mighty power. It can be said that Mei-Xian's parts help Ayase on sharing her roles of both Aragaki and Oumae sides.

    Ayase leaves her Aragaki and Oumae to the set of original Mei-Xian's parts and makes her original parts to be pale. She lets "the new Ayase" (built on original Mei-Xian's parts) reset those pale parts and assign new tasks to them. Then those parts get reassembled into one, and it operates the personality of "the normal girl" Ayase for pretending to be not a member of the Oumae family (like Aragaki Ichimu's cause). In fact, this one isn't in the place of being Ayase to the Oumae family.

    Because of the assigned task, the "pale" Ayase doesn't to be operated as a Catholic one. She gets her freedom to behave as whom she likes to be. She "wishes" the "true" Ayase to give her the order, and she can do what she wishes herself to do. Now she can be sent by the "true Oumae Ayase" to help her best friend.

    The pale Ayase opens her body to check conditions of her core, it works smoothly without cross inside though it's made up of Catholic entities. When she is going to walk out of the Oumae family, she turns her head and gazes on those original Mei-Xian's parts.

    "Thank you very much, Mei-Xian as Ayase. It's Ayase's amazing luck to have you in Oumae family. Now I will go to your dearest daughter's side, see you." Ayase thinks.

==To Be Continued==