113a The Disappearance Of Black Cat (I)
About the witch Black Cat and her real identity Huang Ru-Jun (黃 如君), please read:
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/the-wonderful-island-where-tales-began.html
http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/the-filthiest-holy-lady-and-her.html
While Black Cat's legendary mother, Li Mei-Xian, was experiencing her most weird and torturous event if her life (http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2015/01/112a-you-raise-myself-up-i-about-li-mei.html), something was also happening to Black Cat suddenly. She anxiously found her complicated but intergraded properties was suffering deformation and dissolving gradually, and she couldn't do anything about that.
"What's... what's happening to me? Oh, I feel I am being denied by... MYSELF?" Black Cat groaned. She also felt that bad thing happened to her mother, though she didn't know it completely. The connection from the surreal conceptual property of great graceful Taoist Li Mei-Xian to the surreal conceptual property of elegant mighty witch Black Cat was cut because Li Mei-Xian had been changed.
In fact, Black Cat is not the true nature of her existence. It(the property of Black Cat) was created by will and bsed on those concepts delivered from the existence of "this" Li Mei-Xian. Now, the concept of the normal girl Huang Ru-Jun was taking herself back from Black Cat.
Black Cat's components was split up and being transformed. Her symbol, the Gothic black dress, was "smeared" by the reality. Some transformed pieces of her started to be projected into the new reality.
"So... Well, I know, I am rejected by my true self, right?" Black Cat murmured. All her components were transformed in to Huang's and reassembled into the normal girl in the new real world. Black Cat was going to be gone with her internal word (http://taoyundao.blogspot.tw/2014/05/black-cat-alone-part-witch-black-cat-is.html).
"Understand. I always consider Huang Ru-Jun as my unnecessary property. However, I, Black Cat, is truly the unwanted one, right?" Black Cat smiled sorrowfully. The girl Huang Ru-Jun is way too ordinary. Her figure is a bit short and chubby, , her mind is not modest enough, her head didn't keep a lot of meaningful knowledge, her dress sense is somehow tacky, and her limbs are thick and rough. The girl didn't like those characteristics of herself at all, so she made herself to be the elegant witch Black Cat, but finally the witch Black Cat didn't like the girl Huang Ru-Jun in-itself. When Huang Ru-Jun was covered with Black Cat, she considered herself as Black Cat and denied the Huang Ru-Jun. Today, Huang Ru-Jun would come back, and Black Cat would disappear.
"??? What... This is... me?" Huang awoke in the new reality. To her, the reality is continuous, and Black Cat never exists. She looked at her body parts coriously, just like she had never seen them...