192f Mei-Xian: Try To Be Mei-Ling Again (f)

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First episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2021/11/mei-xian-try-to-be-mei-ling-again-about.html
About Mei-Ling(Mei-Xian)'s mother:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2014/05/the-filthiest-holy-lady-and-her.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2017/09/132a-smell-of-spring-i-about-huangli.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2017/09/132b-smell-of-spring-ii-previous.html

https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2021/11/192e-mei-xian-try-to-be-mei-ling-again.html

    Mei-Ling's mother Chun-Xiang was listed on the genealogy of Li family as Li Chun-Xiang. Because Chun-Xiang died earily when Mei-Ling was very young and knew nothing, Mei-Ling ever thought that Chun-Xiang was naturally a Li till the day she realized the fact. When she knew that her mother came from the infamous(to Mei-Xian) Huang family, Mei-Ling was shocked and depressed.

    Finally, it's time for Mei-Ling to face the fact and restore affection towards her dear mother.

    Mei-Ling called out the virtual existence of her mother from her internal world. She was recorded as Li Chun-Xiang, but the character Li(李) got smeared because Chun-Xiang wasn't purely a Li. Because a surname symbols the head of a full name, lacking of surname made the figure of Chun-Xiang lack the head part.

    Mei-Ling decided to give back the original surname to her mother. Chun-Xiang's Huang was ripped off by the ancient Huang family, but as the successor of Huang family, Mei-Ling could admit Chun-Xiang back to the Huang family.

    Mei-Ling placed Huang on Chun-Xiang's neck, and she hugged her mother's headless body tightly. She would build her mother back---

---FINALE---

    Mei-Ling had rebuilt back her mother as a Huang, and she turned herself back to Li Mei-Ling. She walked with the figure of her mother happily. She loves her mother, no matter Li or Huang.

    And now she also can accept anything about herself, no matter Li or Huang.

192e Mei-Xian: Try To Be Mei-Ling Again (e)

Previous episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2021/11/192d-mei-xian-try-to-be-mei-ling-again.html
First episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2021/11/mei-xian-try-to-be-mei-ling-again-about.html

    After Mei-Ling had been converted to be a Huang, she had the chance to experience it. She ceased the operation of her central part let her Li off-line, then her head and legs got kept in the "Huang field".

    Those parts of Mei-Ling were covered by the abstract existence of the Huang spirit. The ancient Huang family attached very great importance to wealthy, fame, and nobility. Those were their value to live with. Mei-Ling's right leg was arranged to stand on the treasures they collected, and her left leg had to bore the token of glories of the Huang family. The royal headwear was set on the top of Mei-Ling's head for emphasizing how noble the Huang family was. Those three parts didn't belong to Mei-Ling; they belonged to the Huang family for carrying out those values. After things got completed, all of those parts were put back to Mei-Ling's central part.

    When Mei-Ling was back to be one, she was still suffering from the shock. As a high-class Taoist, she didn't cherish wealthy/fame/nobility at any rate. However, now she got "Huanglized" such that she could experience the variation in her personality core. She became so different.

    After that ceremony, Mei-Ling got the place of being the successor of the ancient Huang family. She was brought to a secret site where the ruined Huang house was. There she sensed the spiritual field of Huang, and her parts began to interact with the field automatically. Mei-Ling took off her head for receiving the atmosphere more directly.

    The spiritual existences of ancestors of the Huang family were assembled around Mei-Ling. Mei-Ling felt that the essence of herself was actually precision machinery. She was similar to a machine and could be operated in a precise and sophisticated way, that's why she was perfect as the Taoist Li Mei-Ling. However, the operation of her was also vulnerable. Just inserting a thin stick into the gap between her gears could stop her operating, like inserting her Huang into her Li.

    Mei-Ling observed and tried to realized what happened to her. She submitted all of her to the Huang, the Huang was absorbed by her parts. She had been completed as Huang Mei-Ling.

    She had nothing more to do about her Huang, but before she switched herself back to Li Mei-Ling, there was still a goal she had to achieve-- it was about her mother.

 

--TO BE CONTINUED--

192d Mei-Xian: Try To Be Mei-Ling Again (d)

Previous episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2021/11/mei-xian-try-to-be-mei-ling-again-c.html
First episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2021/11/mei-xian-try-to-be-mei-ling-again-about.html

    Mei-Ling wanted to face her own Huang. She tuned essential elements of herself to make her more close to the Huang family, then she "loosened" herself.

    She felt that some mysterious power seemed to hold on her identity(head) of being a Li above her tuned ego(body). Both of them were connected with a thin and twisted relation, and that relation was touched and affected by the power. A female hand came out of the void, and her body held that hand automatically. The Huang of the ancient Huang family emerged, and it generated a pair of legs for leading Mei-Ling's body to go. Mei-Ling felt like that herself was a dismantled and manipulated robot. She was led to a place.

    When both of them stopped the steps, those mysterious things and body parts were gathered together with the Huang there, and they formed a surreal lady gradually. This lady was the embodiment of the spiritual essence of the ancient Huang family.

    That virtual Huang lady held Mei-Ling's cheeks in her hands, then she put Mei-Ling's head onto her neck. After Mei-Ling got reassembled, the lady opened Mei-Ling's chest. There was a virtual small shrine for Mei-Ling to place the worship of her ancestors from the Li family; however, it was empty at that time. The lady formed the Huang in her hand, then she set it in the shrine.

    Mei-Ling felt that herself had got reset like a robot got reprogramed. She became a member of that Huang family. The lady closed the door of Mei-Ling's chest shrine, and she vanished. Mei-Ling got fully activated. She wasn't Li Mei-Ling (李 莓鈴, "as fragrant as a strawberry & as melodious as a bell") in that moment; she was Huang Mei-Ling (黃 美伶, "pretty figure").

--TO BE CONTINUED--

 192c Mei-Xian: Try To Be Mei-Ling Again (c)

Previous episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2021/11/mei-xian-try-to-be-mei-ling-again-b.html
First episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2021/11/mei-xian-try-to-be-mei-ling-again-about.html

    Mei-Xian had successfully made the younger and pure version of herself come back. She really enjoyed being "real" Mei-Ling once more. However, that eas not her final goal. She didn't plan to stop here.

    Mei-Ling inserted the index finger of her right hand into the circle formed by her left hand for making a magical gesture, then she "opened" herself. She activated her private Tai-Chi and casted it on her neck cross-section, later her private Tai-Chi came out from her body and got split.

    Mei-Ling manipulated essentials of her existence while she was getting manipulate. She wanted to dig her truth out of her existence. The Tai-Chi came back to her central part, and she unlocked it with a conceptual key. Inside her core, there was the storage of her identity as a member of the Li family. She took out the Li's genealogy from her.

    Mei-Ling embodied the genealogy on her legs, she needed them to bear the record her identity. She turned the genealogy to the page of where she came from. The page recorded that who is her mother.

"Li Mei-Ling; Mother: from the Huang family"

    Although the character Huang got so smeared, it still could be figured out. Yeah, the perfect Li's girl had her own Huang.

--TO BE CONTINUED--

 192b Mei-Xian: Try To Be Mei-Ling Again (b)

Previous episode:
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2021/11/mei-xian-try-to-be-mei-ling-again-about.html

    Finally Mei-Xian had fixed up herself, but she still yearned after the good old days. She tried to find the way to really bring herself back to "that Mei-Ling" instead of just projecting something out of her real existence.

    To do that, Mei-Xian still needed to let the virtual Mei-Ling come out from her. Then she adjusted properties of her real body parts bit by bit for making her body become more and more close to the real Mei-Ling's body. When she almost completed the conversion of her body, she tried to directly link her virtual image to her adjusted body.

    She threw her virtual head onto the body, and they formed a new combination. The body acted just like that it wasn't that messed-up body as Huang Xian-Mei's and fitted the virtual Mei-Ling's head well. The body's Huang got hidden just like it never existed such that this Mei-Ling could pretend that she was purely the Li's glorious genius Taoist.

    This Mei-Ling walked on the ground of her internal world. She was so satisfied. Later, she tried to bring the real head which could fit this wonderful body perfectly back.

    As the virtual Mei-Ling vanished, the real Mei-Ling came back to the world!

--TO BE CONTINUED--

 192a Mei-Xian: Try To Be Mei-Ling Again (a)

About Li Mei-Xian(Mei-Ling) and Chun-Xiang, please read
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2014/05/black-cats-legendary-mother-black-cats.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2014/05/the-filthiest-holy-lady-and-her.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2017/09/132a-smell-of-spring-i-about-huangli.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2017/09/132b-smell-of-spring-ii-previous.html

About Mei-Xian's "being degrated" and self-exploration, please read
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2017/10/134-no-huang-left-about-li-mei-xian.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2017/11/137-search-for-imperfection-this-story.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2018/07/146a-forbidden-zone-i-this-story.html
https://taoyundao.blogspot.com/2018/07/146b-forbidden-zone-ii-previous-episode.html

    One day, Mei-Xian ruined herself again. Her Huang came out and got embodied in her elegant body then altered it, and the Huang's strict ideology excited religious conflict between her Taoism and her torso's Christianity. Her body suffered a lot, and her head got ejected. Her existence was totally in a mess.

    Mei-Xian projected her consciousness into Li Mei-Ling, the conceptual existence from her childhood. Then the leftover of the real herself got converted into Huang Xian-Mei, the "degraded" version of her. Soon the Huang Xian-Mei's body fell apart because of internal stress. Mei-Ling sighed, and she began to fix Huang Xian-Mei. She picked up a foot with a tacky sandal on it, she felt a bit sad-- it should be delicate and fine. The torso was also a pity. It should be pure and untainted, but it actually got... well, "inserted", "reformed", and then cursed, trashed...

    Too bad, really too bad. Mei-Ling became very nostalgic about her childhood. She was the most young and genius talented Taoist in the Li family. Everyone viewed her as a perfect girl and always praised her. As a genius, she was so mighty. She even could embody the Heaven Gate on her hand and summon the Divine Loong(Chinese dragon).

    But now... Mei-Ling looked at reintegrated Huang Xian-Mei, then she sighed again---

--TO BE CONTINUED--